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i got some news acouple days ago. news i cant even really share with the world. news that i have to hide for the rest of my life. i read midget;s livejournal..she siad she needs change..i know exactly how that feels. i need change. i need to get out. i need to get better some how. it seems as if my freinds are love, but when i need them the most- i have nobody to call. i just dont get it. i call somebody up crying-they dont know what to say to me. i dont really have anybody to talk to anymore. my mom thinks im a stupid little girl for well, for what i cant talk about. i know she wont say it to my face. but i know what she thinks. i need nicole. i need kara. i need , just need, somebody to talk to right now...but like, i said, there's nobody to call-there's nobody at all.
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i feel lost. i feel alone. i feel unloved. i feel on my own.
i feel to grown up. yet, i feel so young.
in my mind, the reasons why bind.
i cant beleive this is happening to me.
the worst year ever, you wouldn't even beleive.
the truth that comes out of my mouth would shock you.
insult you. surprise you. put your mind into another state.
i just wish it wasn't here & now.
i cant beleive, i dont know how.
i need help. i need out. i need peace. i need love.
i need something i just cant think of...
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i feel lost. i feel alone. i feel unloved. i feel on my own.
i feel to grown up. yet, i feel so young.
in my mind, the reasons why bind.
i cant beleive this is happening to me.
the worst year ever, you wouldn't even beleive.
the truth that comes out of my mouth would shock you.
insult you. surprise you. put your mind into another state.
i just wish it wasn't here & now.
i cant beleive, i dont know how.
i need help. i need out. i need peace. i need love.
i need something i just cant think of...