Don't wanna study for finals, just wanna play guitar
Maybe it's just because everyone has been studying for/taking finals for the past week, but I'm feeling really isolated from everyone I know right now. I haven't been talking with a lot of people I usually stay in touch with, and conversations with good friends have started feeling shallow and empty. I'm still excited to go home, but I don't feel nearly as close to all my friends now as well as I did four months ago.
On top of that, I don't really feel like a part of my immediate family anymore. I mean, they're still my family, but I live in a totally different place and don't talk to them everyday anymore, so I feel kind of disconnected there, too.
I regret not having made more of an effort to stay in touch with everyone I know. Knowing that I'm a nobody here at USC used to be more OK because I still felt like I was a somebody back home. But now I kind of feel like a nobody everywhere.
So how's it going to be when I go back? I'm not optimistic. On the other hand, winter break is going to be what I make of it, so I guess I better make it awesome.
Oh, and you. Yeah, you, if you're reading this. I wanna hang out with you over break. Or after break if you're an SC kid.
On top of that, I don't really feel like a part of my immediate family anymore. I mean, they're still my family, but I live in a totally different place and don't talk to them everyday anymore, so I feel kind of disconnected there, too.
I regret not having made more of an effort to stay in touch with everyone I know. Knowing that I'm a nobody here at USC used to be more OK because I still felt like I was a somebody back home. But now I kind of feel like a nobody everywhere.
So how's it going to be when I go back? I'm not optimistic. On the other hand, winter break is going to be what I make of it, so I guess I better make it awesome.
Oh, and you. Yeah, you, if you're reading this. I wanna hang out with you over break. Or after break if you're an SC kid.