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the cure.
beautiful days where i should have been outside.
shooting some photos.
i need to quit wasting my time.
i know who i want in my life.
i should concentrate more on important things,
im going back to pensacola soon.
i need to.
may will be here quickly.
then me feeling old will be official.
im going to try to not buy any more cigarettes.
my lungs might quit hurting then.
ive been sickly for a month,
and i finally have an antibiotic.
except not really.
its at my parents house,
and i have no motivation to go get it.
romance for me is hopeless. and im giving up on it.
no one compares to you.
no one ever will.
im stuck.
and ive known it for a couple years now.
my ex is getting married.
its fucking insane.
i need to make myself happy soon.
no one else can make it happen.
im more alone than ever, but im hardly ever alone.
beautiful days where i should have been outside.
shooting some photos.
i need to quit wasting my time.
i know who i want in my life.
i should concentrate more on important things,
im going back to pensacola soon.
i need to.
may will be here quickly.
then me feeling old will be official.
im going to try to not buy any more cigarettes.
my lungs might quit hurting then.
ive been sickly for a month,
and i finally have an antibiotic.
except not really.
its at my parents house,
and i have no motivation to go get it.
romance for me is hopeless. and im giving up on it.
no one compares to you.
no one ever will.
im stuck.
and ive known it for a couple years now.
my ex is getting married.
its fucking insane.
i need to make myself happy soon.
no one else can make it happen.
im more alone than ever, but im hardly ever alone.