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it's almost 5:30 and it feels like morning. i'm just now waking up, wishing last night were a dream. shit. i don't take my chances or play my cards right, so now i regret things that i've done and haven't done. last night went too far and not far enough. i need the morning sun to wash this from me, bathe me in warmth 'cause this shit is cold. i don't think i ever want to see night again. its dark isn't black enough to hide us, so why not just turn all the lights on. keep me in perpetual sunlight, the night goes too far.