May 10, 2005 16:40
bleh i'm not like seriously hungover....just dizzy. weird. last night corey and i went to amandas for randys 22nd birthday, it was a lot of fun actually. those boys crack my shit up, especially when they're drunk. then corey and i lazzed around today, made me an egg sandwich and took me home. and now i'm DIZZY AND TIRED! and we're supposed to go to bahama breeze w/ everyone and see a movie but i can't even get my ass out of this chair to shower.......................bleh.
i've made so much money lately, bills shouldn't be a problem. but fuck my feet hurt for a good day. my dad's cleaning everything, i think that's what you call projection.....but whatever bc he's cleaning my room.
p.s. to a certain selfish ass: idk what your problem is lately but you're being a fucking horrible friend right now and you are CRAZY if you think i'm going to give two shits about you later. grow up and realize that i would've done anything for you if you could think about someone else besides "MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" "I" and yea yourself.
i'm really learning to chose my battles....and i feel bad about getting so mad at amanda over a cell phone and so mad at people at work sometimes over petty shit. for instance, i was so furious with someone over sorting silverware i started cussing and being really hurtful, totally dramatic.. and afterwards rachel came up to me and like "you won't believe what just happend, i went to my table and this women is sobbing holding her cell phone and her husband tells me 'i'm sorry we just found out we lost our daughter'."
eye opening. shower time.