.emotions keep my heart on me.
it's been the most miserable day i've had in a really long time. great way to start the year.
my spirit was crushed at work... no one person has ever degraded my humanity before tonight.
i'm quitting and looking for a night job in atlanta. to be a shot girl or something, anything that i can get a shit ton of cash for my looks and charm (w/out stripping). *sigh* if it were only that easy. we'll see.
i'm mentally and physically drained, but i can't sleep. it's like trying to sleep after taking too many shots... only sober. so sad.
things aren't going to so well for anyone as of lately. i'm not in school, i hate my job w/ a deep-seated passion and i work ALL THE TIME... b/c IM NOT IN SCHOOL. it's a vicious cycle. things for megan are rocky as fuck, and then to come and find out corey's in the same boat. sucks. EVERYTHING! god. like i told corey "money may not make u happy, but it relieves nearly all stress"... and it's so true.
if it weren't for the people i love, i'd be a DAMN COLD PERSON!!!
i think i spelt a lot wrong here too... don't hold it against me.
thank you. <3