don't yell at me
ok here it goes: i have been meaning to update, but i just can't bring myslef to doing it. i feel like just hitting the udpate journal button this second so at leas ti know i have published something. i don't want to say like OMG I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN 3 WEEKS because i don't really care, i just well yea..
um... i hate everybody. no just kidding. no just kidding i do. but basketball starts monday and i am shitting myself, but you know thats ok... i have brittany and she will be my friend but i bet she will like make varsity or soemthign and then i will have to play on JV and i will shoot myself, because i have to be on the same team as her because everyone is like mean and they hate me.
i have gotten no sleep at all this weekend; friday night i stayedup will like 1 and did my englisch re write, chem lab, and math homework. i woke up at 10 on saturday, and then on sunday i stayed up till like 4:30 at malte's, so yea i woke up at 9:30... which was not a lot of rest. i am dead tired now, but i am almost done with my global essay which is good.
so whats on my mind? well, i am like always thinking about doing a review but i never do. i will though in time... i like how i learn german and my dad like doesnt' it speak it with me. it makes me feel so cool. i think i know like osmething, but i just don't, and i need him to help me, but he doesn't...
i play piano a lot. i played if i fell a bit of it at least for brittany today and it was like the first time i actually ever played a song for somebody. and i wanted to play for like 3 hours and have her hear everything i have worked on for like 3 months, but i didn't want to be like SIT THERE IDIOT and let me play piano. because well... you know that would be wrong.
being the cool nerd that i am, i am listening to horst jankowski at the moment, he is good... the phone is ringing. its my grandma. how cool. should i answer? I don't know.. its still ringing... wHAT TO DO. ringing..... IT WAS ANSWERED. good. actually it didn't, the answering machine came on and i decided to answer it because i felt bad for her.
ok sorrry its 3:09 now and my eyes are killing me. oh yea, you don't know about my eyes. in short, i went to the eye doctor friday morning and i have a problem with my mid brain. i can't converge images properly, so instead, i focus too hard on something and it becomes blurry. THEREFORE i need to do these painful eye exercises, where i bring a pencil really close to my face until my eyes start spazzing out, and i hold it there for 10 seconds. i need to do it 10 times per day. a normal person can bring the pencil to their nose, i need to stop like 3 inches within in my face.
i have to get my basetkball sneakers out of my locker before 1st tomorrow so i can wear them the whole day and break them in because i am SCARED SHITLESS. enough of that.
its 3:23 pm, and i only have my conclusion to go on global. w00t is right.
i must say, i have been having a good laugh readnig the away mesasges and profiles of some of my fellow classmates, i will leave their names out. from the sucidial notes to the love letters to the random quotes from bad songs, its all a big big happy family of crack addicts.
maybe that was harsh. but its true so mua hHAHAAHAHA
i don't have much to say, but i will lose my mind if you won't see me. ok sorry random beatles.
its 3:27 and i am like hungry... i want to finish global... and um i need to work on this stupid health project with laura.
bloody cacoon.
um... i hate everybody. no just kidding. no just kidding i do. but basketball starts monday and i am shitting myself, but you know thats ok... i have brittany and she will be my friend but i bet she will like make varsity or soemthign and then i will have to play on JV and i will shoot myself, because i have to be on the same team as her because everyone is like mean and they hate me.
i have gotten no sleep at all this weekend; friday night i stayedup will like 1 and did my englisch re write, chem lab, and math homework. i woke up at 10 on saturday, and then on sunday i stayed up till like 4:30 at malte's, so yea i woke up at 9:30... which was not a lot of rest. i am dead tired now, but i am almost done with my global essay which is good.
so whats on my mind? well, i am like always thinking about doing a review but i never do. i will though in time... i like how i learn german and my dad like doesnt' it speak it with me. it makes me feel so cool. i think i know like osmething, but i just don't, and i need him to help me, but he doesn't...
i play piano a lot. i played if i fell a bit of it at least for brittany today and it was like the first time i actually ever played a song for somebody. and i wanted to play for like 3 hours and have her hear everything i have worked on for like 3 months, but i didn't want to be like SIT THERE IDIOT and let me play piano. because well... you know that would be wrong.
being the cool nerd that i am, i am listening to horst jankowski at the moment, he is good... the phone is ringing. its my grandma. how cool. should i answer? I don't know.. its still ringing... wHAT TO DO. ringing..... IT WAS ANSWERED. good. actually it didn't, the answering machine came on and i decided to answer it because i felt bad for her.
ok sorrry its 3:09 now and my eyes are killing me. oh yea, you don't know about my eyes. in short, i went to the eye doctor friday morning and i have a problem with my mid brain. i can't converge images properly, so instead, i focus too hard on something and it becomes blurry. THEREFORE i need to do these painful eye exercises, where i bring a pencil really close to my face until my eyes start spazzing out, and i hold it there for 10 seconds. i need to do it 10 times per day. a normal person can bring the pencil to their nose, i need to stop like 3 inches within in my face.
i have to get my basetkball sneakers out of my locker before 1st tomorrow so i can wear them the whole day and break them in because i am SCARED SHITLESS. enough of that.
its 3:23 pm, and i only have my conclusion to go on global. w00t is right.
i must say, i have been having a good laugh readnig the away mesasges and profiles of some of my fellow classmates, i will leave their names out. from the sucidial notes to the love letters to the random quotes from bad songs, its all a big big happy family of crack addicts.
maybe that was harsh. but its true so mua hHAHAAHAHA
i don't have much to say, but i will lose my mind if you won't see me. ok sorry random beatles.
its 3:27 and i am like hungry... i want to finish global... and um i need to work on this stupid health project with laura.
bloody cacoon.