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the past few days in school have been good, desipte a few dissappointments. i am like... floating along.. i got a 92 on that flipping global quiz, only because i am an ASSHOLE and didn' realize that if two of the answers were right, the third doesn't even matter; it has to be all of the above. so i would have gotten a 96, but OK hwatever....
we are getting SO MUCH stuff for englisch back on monday. i am so scared. like those essay things we had to write, omfg i like... made it up.
anyway... i have been hearing news of my grandma on and off... like, she has this thing call i don't even know, but it makes her sick. like her stomach hurts and stuff, and she always calls my mom up and tells her. and my mom is really close with her, so they are always like tlaking, and my mom calls the doctors and such. and i hate asking my mom like, "is she going to die?" but its what i really want to know, but i hate saying it. idk why. so when i get the courage, i swallow hard, and jsut say really fast... "is she like... going to die?" and my mom automatically dismisses it like really quick "no no she will be fine". and i really really want to believe her. but i try to overhear her talking on the phone with the doctors, and all i hear is like "yea she has had it for a few years and it hasn't really been a big deal, but in the past year the intensity has increased significantly..."
and omg idk... i guess i will just say if my grandma dies, i will like go into depression for awhile. l0l i know, but i am serious... i am really close with my grandma. and shes not like some stupid lady that does nothing, shes really active and all; she does shakespeare clubs, goes to the city to see operas and plays on broadway, reads a lot, goes to synagouge sometimes... and i really love her. so it reminded me of that stupid book the things they carried, and how tim is trying to just.. pretend the war isn't there, but as time goes on, he realizes how close to home it is. and i guess that is how i am feeling now.
ok i can see you don't care about this anymore. just to let you know, my grandma lives in Heritage Hills [somers], meaning we see her a lot.
i am going to figure out something to do. Deutsch mit Emil is good sometimes, while other times is a pain in the ass. malte is in mexico for the weekend so no empires, and warcraft hasn't been working for me and nik. ugh.
i saw a GL today... hopefully i am going to borders later.
ok i have nothing more to say, besides this quote i want to be credited with making up:
"There are two sides to everything and everyone. Just try and work the good side."
none of you will have ANY idea of what i am applying that too, so just... well ignore it.
we are getting SO MUCH stuff for englisch back on monday. i am so scared. like those essay things we had to write, omfg i like... made it up.
anyway... i have been hearing news of my grandma on and off... like, she has this thing call i don't even know, but it makes her sick. like her stomach hurts and stuff, and she always calls my mom up and tells her. and my mom is really close with her, so they are always like tlaking, and my mom calls the doctors and such. and i hate asking my mom like, "is she going to die?" but its what i really want to know, but i hate saying it. idk why. so when i get the courage, i swallow hard, and jsut say really fast... "is she like... going to die?" and my mom automatically dismisses it like really quick "no no she will be fine". and i really really want to believe her. but i try to overhear her talking on the phone with the doctors, and all i hear is like "yea she has had it for a few years and it hasn't really been a big deal, but in the past year the intensity has increased significantly..."
and omg idk... i guess i will just say if my grandma dies, i will like go into depression for awhile. l0l i know, but i am serious... i am really close with my grandma. and shes not like some stupid lady that does nothing, shes really active and all; she does shakespeare clubs, goes to the city to see operas and plays on broadway, reads a lot, goes to synagouge sometimes... and i really love her. so it reminded me of that stupid book the things they carried, and how tim is trying to just.. pretend the war isn't there, but as time goes on, he realizes how close to home it is. and i guess that is how i am feeling now.
ok i can see you don't care about this anymore. just to let you know, my grandma lives in Heritage Hills [somers], meaning we see her a lot.
i am going to figure out something to do. Deutsch mit Emil is good sometimes, while other times is a pain in the ass. malte is in mexico for the weekend so no empires, and warcraft hasn't been working for me and nik. ugh.
i saw a GL today... hopefully i am going to borders later.
ok i have nothing more to say, besides this quote i want to be credited with making up:
"There are two sides to everything and everyone. Just try and work the good side."
none of you will have ANY idea of what i am applying that too, so just... well ignore it.