every man has a molly
ya know when you think everything in your life is goin just the way it should go forever, everything is the closest to perfect life can get and your loving every second of everyday, and then all of a sudden BOOM right in your face things fade and drop one by one and slowly you realize you hate the person you have become and wish you could take back things, like love, because no matter what you'll always love someone and you wish you had never fallen that hard because people are disappointments but deep down you know that he never could ever disappoint you make you want to be without him because hes the only thing that you eveer had this close and touch, and hold on to..
or when there is much 'umph' [for lack of better words] and momentum in the beginning and then you hit a hill when you need speed and you need something to get you over that hill so you can soar like you did once...well how do you get the speed for the hill you have to climb
or when you believe in someone so much and watch them throw their life away slowly and you just want to make a huge intervention but you know that certain people have to learn the hard way and without any help. or at least you think you know... you have so much faith that someone can be more then just a product of what they come from
or when someone slowly changes from the person they were the first night you met them, playing tag in a dark house, wearing a yellow tee-shirt and XOXO jeans, smelling sweaty from a show, wondering if he likes you back because you totally feel like he is the best thing ever, staying up till 8 am and then goin on a ride on the golf cart, bringin them to your house to make them a grilled cheese and then goin back in the back seat of a car feelin the best tension ever and being completly delerious, and then when they get back home and search for you on myspace and get your screen name and ask you for your number and the first thing he says 'talk to derrty to me'........you know that person? they start talking different acting different relating different towards you, dont you hate that!
or when you have found the one person whos eyes you could look in forever and look past every bad quality and see straight to their soul, and your hands fit together perfectly like a puzzle, and every thing they say sounds so right that its scary, and you can talk for 7 hours straight, you can fart in front of them, be completly comfortable completly naked, tell them the one thing you've seriosuly never told anyone in your whole entire life....thats when youve found your soul mate whether it be a friendship or a more intense relationship...but thats when you know its real
but then, after youve promised to never change and always be like this forever, they dont tell you they love you as much as they used to, and how much they miss the 5 longest days of their life without you, and you dont hear 'samba party' ring tone as much, and you dont see them all 3 days of every weekend, and you listen to songs like 'rapid hope loss' on the radio and you realize that could be the best explenation of what could end if something didnt change soon, and you cant hardly move because you listen to songs like 'There's a Light that never goes out' because you could die next to that person and the pleasure would be all yours, and you realize that your listening to 'The Futile' and because your playing ignorant to the situation because it jsut doesnt make since
everyone has a purpose, every situation has a reason, its just hard to find it when you have the heaviest cloud of emotions right in front of everything.
if we could have one night like how we did a month ago things could be completly worked out, but i dont even think he realizes its different or that an apology, or just something, is all i realy need as well as one of those hour long naps where you lay on me and and make me feel completly surround by you, would make the world of difference
ok..enough, i sound so lame
or when there is much 'umph' [for lack of better words] and momentum in the beginning and then you hit a hill when you need speed and you need something to get you over that hill so you can soar like you did once...well how do you get the speed for the hill you have to climb
or when you believe in someone so much and watch them throw their life away slowly and you just want to make a huge intervention but you know that certain people have to learn the hard way and without any help. or at least you think you know... you have so much faith that someone can be more then just a product of what they come from
or when someone slowly changes from the person they were the first night you met them, playing tag in a dark house, wearing a yellow tee-shirt and XOXO jeans, smelling sweaty from a show, wondering if he likes you back because you totally feel like he is the best thing ever, staying up till 8 am and then goin on a ride on the golf cart, bringin them to your house to make them a grilled cheese and then goin back in the back seat of a car feelin the best tension ever and being completly delerious, and then when they get back home and search for you on myspace and get your screen name and ask you for your number and the first thing he says 'talk to derrty to me'........you know that person? they start talking different acting different relating different towards you, dont you hate that!
or when you have found the one person whos eyes you could look in forever and look past every bad quality and see straight to their soul, and your hands fit together perfectly like a puzzle, and every thing they say sounds so right that its scary, and you can talk for 7 hours straight, you can fart in front of them, be completly comfortable completly naked, tell them the one thing you've seriosuly never told anyone in your whole entire life....thats when youve found your soul mate whether it be a friendship or a more intense relationship...but thats when you know its real
but then, after youve promised to never change and always be like this forever, they dont tell you they love you as much as they used to, and how much they miss the 5 longest days of their life without you, and you dont hear 'samba party' ring tone as much, and you dont see them all 3 days of every weekend, and you listen to songs like 'rapid hope loss' on the radio and you realize that could be the best explenation of what could end if something didnt change soon, and you cant hardly move because you listen to songs like 'There's a Light that never goes out' because you could die next to that person and the pleasure would be all yours, and you realize that your listening to 'The Futile' and because your playing ignorant to the situation because it jsut doesnt make since
everyone has a purpose, every situation has a reason, its just hard to find it when you have the heaviest cloud of emotions right in front of everything.
if we could have one night like how we did a month ago things could be completly worked out, but i dont even think he realizes its different or that an apology, or just something, is all i realy need as well as one of those hour long naps where you lay on me and and make me feel completly surround by you, would make the world of difference
ok..enough, i sound so lame