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my parents have reached a new height of awfulness. i wanted to sleep over at abby's house tonight. not to do anything illicit, not to sneak out in the middle of the night to execute the senior prank, i just wanted to sleep there. but no, my parents would not allow me to, for no apparent reason. The fact that i was not allowed to sleep over is not the big issue. my problem with the whole thing is that my parents don't trust me enough to be where i say i will be and do what i say i'll be doing. they don't beliebe that i won't lie to them and that i know how to properly make good choices. I'm now 9 days shy of being 18. they need to realize that any impact that they had on my morals and decision making skills happened a long time ago, and that they nned to take on faith that i won't lie to them and i will make good choices. i am so frustrated with their lack of trust in me. they probably think that they are "helping" me to become a better person by doing something like this, but all they are doing is breeding resentment. 81 days until i leave for college, and i am not looking forward to a single one.