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i don't really have holiday spirit, i'll admit it. i think it's b/c people have so much of it, and most of it is fake anyways. what is holiday spirit anyways, getting excited about christmas? i'm too stressed to get excited about something that isn't for another 20 days. on teh 24th i'll realize that tomorrow is xmas, and then go back to really not caring. god, i'm such a scrooge, and i'm only 17. this is pretty pathetic.