OMG RAR-much swearing coming
Ok hubby and I are currently in different counties cause his fam is helping us out with a few bills and mine with the others. We left him up there specifically to keep them on their part of the shit and what happens?! TWO MONTHS IN A ROW EVERYTHING THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO TAKE CARE OF IS LATE!!!! I mean what the hell?! Just because his bro is the head of finances for them and is too dumbass retarded to call me for logins and such cause he lost the fucking piece of paper I gave him with everything on it my credit gets even worse and I really don't need help in that department seeing as I already totally fucked our chances at a house in the next 5 years but such is being 20 and not having any training or real experience with balancing finances. I mean just look at my parents with 40 grand in collections. They get some inheritance and they go and spend it on stupid shit and let the collections rot. Ok I'm not that bad but I did a pretty good job on my credit for a while. I ask my hubby to do one fucking thing. He isn't even working right now so all he needed to do was make sure his retard of a brother did what he said he would and he couldn't even do that. But then again this is just the last straw today after getting no sleep and my mother being "I'm victim" all day and being not at all tolerable my heading trying to split itself open, no one calling me back about my apps I've put out, and not having current employment is really getting to me. So it isn't all his fault plus he's dealing with his family moving but I took care of everythign and school and work at the same time and got things done on time why the fuck can't he do two and he's always going off on how he can do 5 things at once but I need to nag and nag and nag to get one thing to remind his bro or the laundry done. He doesn't do shit right now but he can't do the chores cause he doesn't want to. Like I fucking want to go to a trade school class that makes me want to blow my brains out everyday. Like I want to be dealing with this medical condition that ruined my life and completely fucked up everything I had going for me and now I need to figure out some new direction to go with my life without any funding to do so. Yeah real nice but oh don't do too much that you don't want to dear I'll take care of everything. It's no fucking wonder my medical condition flares up so much I don't get a fucking break. I have to do the laundry even and he's fucking home all fucking day. I am so fucking tired of this shit. But like I said he just happens to be the last thing today to piss me off so he gets the full force of what has been building for several days including my mother, my sister, my mother, my class, my mother, my dog, my mother, and oh yeah did I mention my mother. Now there's a real piece of work. Let me tell you. She has chronic pain so I can kind of understand that she can't do that much some days but when she's having a bad day and she can choose not to do something she goes and does it anyway so she can get the attention. I MEAN COME ONE WOMAN! How idiotic is that? She keeps going "I don't want to be a pain, but can you..." and I'm like you already know you're being a pain why the fuck are you saying that. It would even piss me off less if she said "I know I'm being a pain, but..." it would be nice cause then I would know that she knows full well she's being a pain and understands that I understand why she's having to be that way. Just shove it once and either do it your damn self or fess up to being a whiny baby wanting attention.