Warning bitching following
I can't wait for this month to be over. I'm feeling almost completely well which is good. Matt and I are almost consta annoying each other to the point of angry which is bad. My class is so stupid and is below my math knowledge because I have taken the real math to do this shit so I am bored out of my mind which is bad. Matt and I now fight over who has the computer to play WoW which is bad. We are having to pack so our nerves are frazzled which is bad. We will be moving out of here in two weeks which is good. I am having trouble controlling my emotions which is bad. Matt keeps getting mad at me which is really bad. Matt just left with his brother to go to Neo to trade off some stuff, some of which is mine because I didn't want to go today. Matt keeps saying he loves me but he keeps acting like he dislikes me greatly. I don't know what to do. I feel so lost right now and the one person that is around for me to talk to and hold onto while the world around me goes in and out of focus is now getting mad at me and keeps putting off the vibe that he wants me to just leave him the fuck alone. It's not like I can go anywhere. I might go over to Elf's today just to get away from Matt.