Nov 15, 2004 06:53
I keep thinking about him. I keep dreaming about him too. I want to but then again I don't. I know its not worth it, but I can't control it. I will see him on Fri. and I don't htink it will be good for me. I have so many mixed emotions about him. He's been through so many girls in the last 3 months its not even funny. He asked Brittany Peck out again, but I Eileen convinced her to say no. I don't know why I'm so atattched to him because I know he was a jerk to my friends and I. I know I wasn;t perfect either ( far from it, actually) Is it because we were together for so long? Because that is the only reason I can think of. If anyone else can think of something, maybe it will help me. Love hurts when its over and we know what we are getting into. So why do we set ourselves up for disappointment?