Aug 21, 2005 18:11
I spent the day with Cori (until she rather rudely fell asleep...), and it was fun, but as I was walking home I had one of those "Oh shit, I'm acutually college" moments....pretty much all of the day. She showed me where to buy my drafting supplies and other school stuff, and all of a sudden, its becoming clear that I'm actually going to college this fall. In like 2 weeks. WTF? I repeat WTF???? How am I old enough to start real college (WCC doesn't count). I'm not nearly old enough to be seperated from my family forever. To have bills. To have to do my own grocery shopping. To not have someone looking over my shoulder telling me what to do. To have it all matter. I can't wait for school to start, but dread it like the plauge too...I still feel like a high school student, so how am I supposed to act like a college kid? One thing I have realized is that I'm not a very good actor. I....