Alone

[techchick16]

Today is just one of thoose days were you just have that attitude like your pissed at everyone. So Brent and me work together right. Well he goes on his thirty min break and he says if you need me call me. I'm like ok sure.(hes a manager) I ask for a pretzel and a drink hes like yea sure. So an hour goes by and he hasnt came back. I'm like what the hell, He yells at me for doing stuff like that. Not only that but he planed on doing it and didnt bother to tell me. Than he comes back and looks at me and I go jez gone for awhile! He goes yea you can go on break. Im like ok. I go to the back and my pretzels cold and I have no drink. Im like great, you ask him to do something and he cant even do it right. Its like I should be talking to the f'en wall. Than the other manager was supposed to be in at 2; Its 3:30 and hes not here. Its busy and stuff. Its so damn inconsederate of him to think I'm going to pull your damn load and Brents at the same time. I feel like since Im working really hard to do my job every thinks low of me. Like they can crap on me. But I want to work hard for what I have and want. I want to get a great job one day and be able to cope with the work load. On Monday I work in the working at the mall so I have to be up by 6:30 to get here on time. I'm tired and burnt out and everyone just wants me to work around them!!! Goddamit Im not a fucken doll!!!! Heres my schdule for this week

Mon
6:30 wake up get ready
7:30 Leave the house
8-work
4- get off and go get presants and hang out with brent
6 hair app
7-brent till 11
11:30 bath
12 talk to brent on the phone b4 bed
1 bed

tur
10:30-get ready for school
1220 at school finish finals till 6
6 finals
8 done with finals
8 see brent till 10
10 go home
1040 bath
1130 get on comp to chat
12 talk to brent
1 bed

wen
930 get up to see brent
2 work
1030 off of work
1130 home and bath
12 brent
1 bed

thur
xmas shopping all day
get my outfit ready for pics brent and bed

fri
8 bath and hair
10 hair app
11 make up app
12 pics
130 pics pick out
3 head to my house
5:30 dinner with family tell them big surprise
7 hang with brent
1130 bath
12 brent and comp
1 bed

sat
11 work
7 get off
7 see family. repet last steps of others

sun
11 work
5 get off
5 see family brent. repeat last steps.

it never ends!!!!