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So i've basically concluded that, at this point, my lj only continues to exist for toby's sake. I realize that his is the ONLY LJ that i ever check ((cause i'm a bucket of lame sauce to compliment his french cries.)) But anyway... crazy life. SYMS was AMAZING, incredibly worth it, refreshing, etc. etc. ((like everyone raves about camp.))
..but really... i met some incredibly amazing people, snagged some new catch phrases (("I WANT TO MARRY YOU RIGHT NOW!")), and.. idk, regained that passion for music that i've always had, but allowed to fall to the wayside in the wake of the craziness and drama of my life. I come back with a zeal to actually PRACTICE ((no way.)), and to become more and more self sufficient, because i realized how genuinely happy i was when allowed to live in a more adult setting. My perspective has been shot back to the bigger picture, which is good i guess... still, it made it harder to come back to my house --> current living situation. =/
plus, leaving like that allows you to look back at home from a more detached view, and see who and what really matters! I'm having a good time "cleaning out the closet" ( both literally and socially), improving whatever aspects of my life can be affected by my own actions, despite my personal world's shortcomings.
...anyways! it's bittersweet coming back. but worth it.
..but really... i met some incredibly amazing people, snagged some new catch phrases (("I WANT TO MARRY YOU RIGHT NOW!")), and.. idk, regained that passion for music that i've always had, but allowed to fall to the wayside in the wake of the craziness and drama of my life. I come back with a zeal to actually PRACTICE ((no way.)), and to become more and more self sufficient, because i realized how genuinely happy i was when allowed to live in a more adult setting. My perspective has been shot back to the bigger picture, which is good i guess... still, it made it harder to come back to my house --> current living situation. =/
plus, leaving like that allows you to look back at home from a more detached view, and see who and what really matters! I'm having a good time "cleaning out the closet" ( both literally and socially), improving whatever aspects of my life can be affected by my own actions, despite my personal world's shortcomings.
...anyways! it's bittersweet coming back. but worth it.