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oh yeah...and i forgot about another conversation i had on saturday...with melissa (the bakery manager at work)
tony had left to go find amanda and eric and melissa comes up to me and she's like "is he your boyfriend?" i was like "uh, no" she said something else, i don't remember, and i'm like "he's 32" "oh" "and he has a 7 year old daughter" she's like "oh...he's too old for you" i was like, yeah, no kidding...
i love how i have to explain this to EVERYONE. nobody gets it. i was thinking about this yesterday on the way home from bringing my grandmother home...
he's one of my BEST friends (the other one being kailey). we seriously have so much in common. we have a lot of the same interests. we're involved in a lot of the same things, so that means we see each other a lot. we have like the same (sick) mind. i don't know...we just click really well. i think we're really the only ones that understand our relationship. nobody else really gets it. i feel (and i know he does too, because we've talked about it) like i have to defend our relationship to practically everyone. it really sux.
i remember one time, i had started talking to this kid online, and we decided to meet at my church one sunday. well, i was at life teen, eating dinner with tony, and this kid comes in...and i felt really bad because me and tony were talking the whole time about random stuff and the kid was just sitting there. and some of the stuff tony said...as soon as the kid left he's like "i think i scared him." and i was like "why?" "i think he got the impression that if he ever did anything to hurt you, i'd kill him." then he's like "i'm worse than an older brother"
i really can't explain it any better than that. i just had to get that off my chest because it's been bugging me for awhile.