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update to the past 2 years.
i got one year left for my school. then i’ll be a nurse. can’t believe this journey took me almost 15 fucking years. all that time wasted. don’t get me wrong. j enjoyed traveling to other parts of the world. getting a good job and making my money. but all that could have taken the back seat so i could have focused on my studies straight out of high school.
well at least i’m here. i’d forgotten how much i enjoyed learning new things. and having worked in healthcare for 11 years, to see what i learn go hand in hand with what i see on the job is neat. helps me absorb everything more.
i’ve literally had to put my entire life on hold. for anyone remotely interest in this post, i haven’t been with a man in a good while LMAOOO i haven’t travelled anywhere. i miss my friends dearly. more than words can describe. i get a small break every 10 weeks (that’s how long my classes are) but our school actually starts sending us study material before the new classes even start. sorry that tiny break gets consumed by studying.
going to school during the pandemic wasnt my choice. you see, i actually enrolled into the school in 2019, and we started january 2020. the pandemic threw a wrench in everything soon after. i’m always one for personal choices but seeing supreme idiocy the last 2 years has jaded me. covid has killed around 1 million americans. the “regular flu” never got past 35,000. it’s not the same. being on one side of the shit, seeing it behind the scenes and then seeing how the public acts.. i hate to say it but i hope they never come into my hospital seeking help.
don’t know what else i can write about. i completely fell in love with watching tv shows. discovering new music has been pushed to the side for now. i still have to work on watching movies , if something new comes out, i most likely won’t watch it until like 5 years after it comes out. lol and books? i already compiled a list of books to read after i graduate. non-school related. the textbooks i’m reading right now have about 6,000 pages. that’s enough reading to last a lifetime.
i guess that concluded it. if by any chance anyone sees this, i love you and i miss you.