havent written an entry in a while
so whats been up with me? hmmm..
since my last post. i have since quit kaiser permanente. it was not a good fit for me. the environment was not a warm and friendly and open one. which is pretty stupid seeing as they pride themeselves as always trying to be helpful towards people (FAKE!!!!!) i went back to my old job (the one i actually enjoyed waking up to) thankfully my boss needed me due to a sad circumstance in which the person he hired to replace had to fly back to florida for a family emergency. i started back part time (the days that i was working because dumbass kaiser messed up my schedule) and then in september i got my full time hours back. :) i missesd my full paycheck. haha so what im gonna be doing in regards to moving up the medical assistant ladder is wait a good year or two more, then start applying to the offices in beverly hills (theyre always hiring however, hey want people with experience. just like UCLA) the reason im taking it slow is because i know that i moved too quickly. and plus im naturally a slow person, so i ask a lot of questions when it comes to learning new things. the experienced people there (who i assume would be willing to help others learn, since you know, EVERYONE starts out as a newbie) were some of the coldest people ive ever met. i would hope that they never see me at the market, or the stores or whatever. I will GLADLY give them back the nasty ass attitude they gave me. especially the nurses, man. fucking ancient ass rejected doctors. i seriously dont know how kaiser has such a "great" reputation. im doing my civic duty in telling my patients to stay away from there haha >:D
with my social life.. as of now, its non existent haha and im not ashamed to admit it. i really couldnt care that im not like the people who live to get out of their house. that just tells me that you have a super boring life if you need to constantly seek activities to do. but i would be lying if i said that i didnt miss going out dancing all the time. i talked to iliana a few nights ago and the notion came up. so who knows if i might put on my best saturday heels soon ;D i was also invited to her halloween party... however that means im gonna have to get a costume, which my ass doesnt feel like doing xD but I do miss hearing other people's voices. And at times I wonder if they miss my laughter and my sense of humor. haha ive also been invited to halloween horror nights by my co worker. now THAT i cant wait for. i havent gone to that in a few years. other than that, my life aint that eventful. im afraid that im slowly allowing myself to turn into a hermit. i dont mean to, i mean like not intentionally. not like someone i used to know, who used to isolate themselves and talk to their online friends and then bitch about us not inviting them anywhere when we clearly would and how we werent true friends because of that........ haha i just cant be bothered anymore. back in 2006, i made a promise to myself that i would NEVER chase after people anymore.i used to go after people inviting them to the movies and such, and i was getting fed up with always doing that. so i stopped. and ever since i noticed a lot of people(doesnt necessarily mean just friends >;D) dont give two shits about me. guess what? right back at ya hahahaha so since ive kept onto that for a good while, i guess thats why i dont seek anything out. i dont mind staying home, listening to music. my god, how i learned to love music. :)
ive been on this musical expansion journey for about 3 years now. it all started when i went to the no doubt summer tour, back in 2009. i would do nothing but listen to them for like 6 months straight. it got annoying after a while. so i started looking up some "greatest of" lists and came across the rolling stone list from 2003, where they rank the 500 greatest albums ever :) through that simple little list i found my musical favorites: No Doubt, Madonna, Alanis Morissette, KISS, Guns n Roses, Michael Jackson, David Bowie, Janet Jackson, and Queen. i would never be as sappy as fuck and say "music saved my life" but i dont know what i would be doing if not for that haha
i need to be heading to bed. i got work in the morning, and i have to travel to beverly hills tomorrow. catch ya on the flip side, and sorry if i rambled :)
since my last post. i have since quit kaiser permanente. it was not a good fit for me. the environment was not a warm and friendly and open one. which is pretty stupid seeing as they pride themeselves as always trying to be helpful towards people (FAKE!!!!!) i went back to my old job (the one i actually enjoyed waking up to) thankfully my boss needed me due to a sad circumstance in which the person he hired to replace had to fly back to florida for a family emergency. i started back part time (the days that i was working because dumbass kaiser messed up my schedule) and then in september i got my full time hours back. :) i missesd my full paycheck. haha so what im gonna be doing in regards to moving up the medical assistant ladder is wait a good year or two more, then start applying to the offices in beverly hills (theyre always hiring however, hey want people with experience. just like UCLA) the reason im taking it slow is because i know that i moved too quickly. and plus im naturally a slow person, so i ask a lot of questions when it comes to learning new things. the experienced people there (who i assume would be willing to help others learn, since you know, EVERYONE starts out as a newbie) were some of the coldest people ive ever met. i would hope that they never see me at the market, or the stores or whatever. I will GLADLY give them back the nasty ass attitude they gave me. especially the nurses, man. fucking ancient ass rejected doctors. i seriously dont know how kaiser has such a "great" reputation. im doing my civic duty in telling my patients to stay away from there haha >:D
with my social life.. as of now, its non existent haha and im not ashamed to admit it. i really couldnt care that im not like the people who live to get out of their house. that just tells me that you have a super boring life if you need to constantly seek activities to do. but i would be lying if i said that i didnt miss going out dancing all the time. i talked to iliana a few nights ago and the notion came up. so who knows if i might put on my best saturday heels soon ;D i was also invited to her halloween party... however that means im gonna have to get a costume, which my ass doesnt feel like doing xD but I do miss hearing other people's voices. And at times I wonder if they miss my laughter and my sense of humor. haha ive also been invited to halloween horror nights by my co worker. now THAT i cant wait for. i havent gone to that in a few years. other than that, my life aint that eventful. im afraid that im slowly allowing myself to turn into a hermit. i dont mean to, i mean like not intentionally. not like someone i used to know, who used to isolate themselves and talk to their online friends and then bitch about us not inviting them anywhere when we clearly would and how we werent true friends because of that........ haha i just cant be bothered anymore. back in 2006, i made a promise to myself that i would NEVER chase after people anymore.i used to go after people inviting them to the movies and such, and i was getting fed up with always doing that. so i stopped. and ever since i noticed a lot of people(doesnt necessarily mean just friends >;D) dont give two shits about me. guess what? right back at ya hahahaha so since ive kept onto that for a good while, i guess thats why i dont seek anything out. i dont mind staying home, listening to music. my god, how i learned to love music. :)
ive been on this musical expansion journey for about 3 years now. it all started when i went to the no doubt summer tour, back in 2009. i would do nothing but listen to them for like 6 months straight. it got annoying after a while. so i started looking up some "greatest of" lists and came across the rolling stone list from 2003, where they rank the 500 greatest albums ever :) through that simple little list i found my musical favorites: No Doubt, Madonna, Alanis Morissette, KISS, Guns n Roses, Michael Jackson, David Bowie, Janet Jackson, and Queen. i would never be as sappy as fuck and say "music saved my life" but i dont know what i would be doing if not for that haha
i need to be heading to bed. i got work in the morning, and i have to travel to beverly hills tomorrow. catch ya on the flip side, and sorry if i rambled :)