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I had this new post planned out where I would tell all of you about my new job and what it's like to come back to Syracuse after being away for almost 15 years. But none of that fucking matters anymore, because I just found out this morning that my stepdad suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and now he's dying in a hospital somewhere in New Jersey. He was on vacation with my mom. My dad died eleven years ago after a long illness, and now I guess we get to go through that all over again. Not to mention both of my mom's parents dying this year. All I can feel right now is rage and hatred at the world.