*Sniffle*Sniffle
I miss my friends!!!!! I'm talking to Beets (Brittany) on the phone right now...and we're reminiscing about all the old times in Grand Forks when we hung out with Jay, Ira, Corey, Dustin, Derek, Isaac, Nate, Shannon, Nathan, and Gimpy. It was always so fun! Going to movies and playing pool at lucky's, bowling (remember your table dance Beets???) HAHAHAHA ooohh, it makes me laugh! OH! And when you threw the bowling ball down that hallway!!! OMG so funny!!!! Of course that was before the majority of you guys got married! Anyway, talk about feeling melancholy.
This past week was SO fun! Mike, Noraa & Lauren...i miss you guys SO much! That was awesome to hang out!! Fun fun! Fun fun fun! Fun fun fun fun!!! I won't be regaling the story of what all happened because the only people that read this journal were there and know what we did, and the one person who wasn't there (Beets) well, i've been on the phone with you and by now, or pretty soon you will know what all we did. And my dear, don't worry, because very soon (you know how fast time goes by) i will be there! Finally all of our childhood dreams of growing up (ahahahaha we'll see when that actually happens hunh?) and living together will come pretty close to true. I guess i will be living with you and Jon for a couple weeks maybe...when i first get there anyhow. And i have a feeling i will almost become a permanent fixture in your house.
I have such an inner peace now that i've pretty much set a date and i know where i'm going to move now, and i've talked with both my parents about it, and things are finally getting organized. It's funny how many different emotions can overwhelm you at once. I am So excited and looking forward to something new and being on my own and finally being able to be by my life long bestest friend! BUT at the same time, i've never been scared in this way, or so upset and sad to be moving on. I'll miss my sisters and my parents and friends here so much! I know it's not like i'll never see any of them again, it'll just be different. It's weird too because i know i'll be ok, especially now i'm not the type of person that has to or relies on other people. In fact, if anything i'm opposite of that. And it's never bothered me to be by myself...i guess it just all comes down to the fact that you can't have EVERYTHING you want exactly how you want. But that's ok.
Oh, and Beets, being you got off the phone with me to eat dinner and said you'd call me back, but haven't, and now i can't get ahold of you, i guess i'll tell you here what i was going to tell you on the phone. I came up with the idea the other day of something really cool that i want to do. Being like almost all of my friends are artists, i want to have all of them draw or paint me at least one picture and i'm going to frame them or whatever and hang them all together on a wall, maybe in my living room. So Sara (YES you WILL give me one!!!) and Beets, Aaron and my dad are the ones i've thought of so far. If anyone else wants to, go for it! I'd LOVE to get as many as i can. That way i can also have something around me from all the people i really care about, and then i won't be ever be lonely when i'm at home by myself.
Well, i think that's about enough for now. I guess i'll go find some other way to pass the rest of the night by here at work. BLAH! Boring night!! Have a wonderful evening all, I love you =)
*Bear*
This past week was SO fun! Mike, Noraa & Lauren...i miss you guys SO much! That was awesome to hang out!! Fun fun! Fun fun fun! Fun fun fun fun!!! I won't be regaling the story of what all happened because the only people that read this journal were there and know what we did, and the one person who wasn't there (Beets) well, i've been on the phone with you and by now, or pretty soon you will know what all we did. And my dear, don't worry, because very soon (you know how fast time goes by) i will be there! Finally all of our childhood dreams of growing up (ahahahaha we'll see when that actually happens hunh?) and living together will come pretty close to true. I guess i will be living with you and Jon for a couple weeks maybe...when i first get there anyhow. And i have a feeling i will almost become a permanent fixture in your house.
I have such an inner peace now that i've pretty much set a date and i know where i'm going to move now, and i've talked with both my parents about it, and things are finally getting organized. It's funny how many different emotions can overwhelm you at once. I am So excited and looking forward to something new and being on my own and finally being able to be by my life long bestest friend! BUT at the same time, i've never been scared in this way, or so upset and sad to be moving on. I'll miss my sisters and my parents and friends here so much! I know it's not like i'll never see any of them again, it'll just be different. It's weird too because i know i'll be ok, especially now i'm not the type of person that has to or relies on other people. In fact, if anything i'm opposite of that. And it's never bothered me to be by myself...i guess it just all comes down to the fact that you can't have EVERYTHING you want exactly how you want. But that's ok.
Oh, and Beets, being you got off the phone with me to eat dinner and said you'd call me back, but haven't, and now i can't get ahold of you, i guess i'll tell you here what i was going to tell you on the phone. I came up with the idea the other day of something really cool that i want to do. Being like almost all of my friends are artists, i want to have all of them draw or paint me at least one picture and i'm going to frame them or whatever and hang them all together on a wall, maybe in my living room. So Sara (YES you WILL give me one!!!) and Beets, Aaron and my dad are the ones i've thought of so far. If anyone else wants to, go for it! I'd LOVE to get as many as i can. That way i can also have something around me from all the people i really care about, and then i won't be ever be lonely when i'm at home by myself.
Well, i think that's about enough for now. I guess i'll go find some other way to pass the rest of the night by here at work. BLAH! Boring night!! Have a wonderful evening all, I love you =)
*Bear*