Did you ever have one of those days?
I hate those days that seem to start out fine and dandy, but then end up horrible. I'm probably not even making sense but o well. It's like earlier today, it was great. Nothing out of the ordinary. But then later, one thing goes wrong...and then another...and then another, and you know at this point that it's all downhill from here on out. It's weird too cause since i've been at work here, it's been a relatively good day as far as customers go. It's like small stuff though. Somehow i got in this mood earlier and i HATE it cause i can't snap out of it. Me personally, i don't like super moody people, and i absolutely HATE being depressed or angry. So i'm not angry that often at all, being depressed is a little harder to control however but i still don't have THAT much of a problem with it. And usually when someone i'm around or me is in a bad mood i can get them or me out of it. But tonight it's almost like a VERY lonely\depressed mode i'm in. And i can't get out of it....i haven't been this way for a LONG time. Then of course small things keep going wrong. For instance: I have had no break or anything since i got to work, which is good and nice for a change, however it's 9pm and i haven't eaten really anything solid since breakfast. The only thing i brought was a protein bar, so i FINALLY go out to my car to get it, and even though it's like 50 degrees out and super windy\chilly, the entire bar is melted. Yep, it was covered in chocolate so the little i could squeeze out of the wrapper was mushy and warm! YUCK! And for all who know me well at all, you realize by now how important my food is to me and that i must eat! (haha, if i have an addiction to anything, that's it.) SO yeah, here i am, still hungry but with a very odd\disgusting aftertaste in my mouth, in a completely silent room with nothing but my thoughts to keep me occupied at this point. Sometimes i'm not so sure that's a good thing either.