updates
so much has happened so fast.. all the good things haven't been blogged about even... but right now.. I just feel like the prince of cups.. exhausted from a life of advanture.. from countless waring... just wanting to come back home to where I'm welcomed and loved.. no longer having to fight a battle at every turn...
that card came out last night... along with some others.. but thats to be discussed latter..
right now all around me there is fighting.. I stand with one other by my side.. back to back we defend our choices.. we fight for our existance... our right to survive and be happy just the two of us... she fights her battles.. I fight mine.. interwoven and twisted together so many involved parties.. why.. why are so many people involved.. part of me loves the blood lust... the drama of it all.. but another part simply wants to retire with my spoils of war and enjoy what I've fought for...
and thats what that card symbolizes.. the future calm and mastry of it all depending on how we fight here and now..
I will post about the other fun adventures.. but for now *pulls visor back down* en garde'
that card came out last night... along with some others.. but thats to be discussed latter..
right now all around me there is fighting.. I stand with one other by my side.. back to back we defend our choices.. we fight for our existance... our right to survive and be happy just the two of us... she fights her battles.. I fight mine.. interwoven and twisted together so many involved parties.. why.. why are so many people involved.. part of me loves the blood lust... the drama of it all.. but another part simply wants to retire with my spoils of war and enjoy what I've fought for...
and thats what that card symbolizes.. the future calm and mastry of it all depending on how we fight here and now..
I will post about the other fun adventures.. but for now *pulls visor back down* en garde'