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Gossip Girl fic: This is not a fantasy (Dan/Blair)

May 14, 2012 09:33

Title: This is not a fantasy
Characters/Pairings: Blair-centric, Dan/Blair, Blair and Serena, Blair/Chuck (mentioned).
Summary/Spoilers: Based loosely on S5 finale speculation and spoilers. It has been one year, 9 months, and 21 days since Blair Waldorf has spoken to Serena van der Woodsen.
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2,400
Warning: Mentions of rape ( Read more... )

gossip girl, dan/blair

Comments 20

janetmaca May 14 2012, 14:15:04 UTC

Firstly: You wrote and posted a fic. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I missed this!

Secondly: I love this. So much angst and schmoopiness, do I need anything else in life? No. No, I do not.

goldy_dollar May 15 2012, 21:48:42 UTC

I MISSED WRITING FIC TOO. :\

If only it hadn't been followed up by such a crapfest. RIP MY ONE GG FIC.

Thank you bb.

janetmaca May 15 2012, 21:55:42 UTC

CLEARLY THIS MEANS YOU NEED TO WRITE TVD FIC AND FEATURE AN AWESOME TRIANGLE. OR MORE FLUFFY DW FIC (show Moffat what good characterization is).

I didn't see it but I really don't plan to. Aww. *sniffles*

ladygawain May 14 2012, 14:30:08 UTC

Maybe she should tell him about the things she learned while they were apart. About how she'd never really had a relationship like theirs before and how she thought love was supposed to be about the pain; about how being with someone should hurt almost as much as being without them. She could tell him about the thousand ways she missed him--she missed their banter and his absurdly terrible sense of fashion and his stupid hair and the way he always picked at her favourite movies and how he cared more about artistic direction than the overarching themes. She could tell him that she learned that love meant it was much, much worse to be apart than together.

OH. MY. HEART.

This is gorgeous. And heartbreaking. And bittersweet.

I'll take this over the show any day of the week and twice on Sundays. Thank you for sharing it with us :)))))))

goldy_dollar May 15 2012, 21:49:38 UTC

Oh Blair, we could have had it ALLLLLL.

Thank you bb. I just wish this hadn't been followed up with such awful dreck.

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goldy_dollar May 15 2012, 21:52:19 UTC

hglove May 14 2012, 17:18:48 UTC

OH GOD, WHY WOULD YOU WRITE THIS?! By this, I mean YOU ARE AWESOME AND PLEASE WRITE MORE OF THEM.

But no seriously, I can only hope we'd get something like this from the show, because this is so great! I =)

goldy_dollar May 15 2012, 21:52:43 UTC

lol I feel like I cursed everything when I wrote this.

I'm so glad you liked this bb. IF ONLY. D:

a_white_rain May 14 2012, 17:25:10 UTC

I'M GONG TO READ THIS TONIGHT AND REVIEW<3

goldy_dollar May 15 2012, 21:53:34 UTC

<33 HOW ARE YOU COPING TODAY BB?

a_white_rain May 15 2012, 22:41:54 UTC

first! i read your fic. and it was so so lovely and lakdflaskfasldkfjowieasddddddddddddd, i wish i coulda read it after canon.

but the entire episode was so stupid I can't even be angry? It broke my brain too much. I just wish I could written it. Because the Serena stuff would be great if it wasn't horrible if that makes any sense. I JUST LOVE MY SERENA MORALLY BANKRUPT WHO HATES HERSELF. though I couldn't really enjoy the Serena/Dan sex because I'm not sure I'd call it consensual.

a_white_rain May 15 2012, 22:43:09 UTC

i can't get over how in season four, Blair had this speech about how being with Chuck didn't make her happy but what was that when there was love? And now it's like... Chuck made her happy? When? In two or three scenes in season three? WHY IS MY POOR BB BACK IN THAT CYCLE OF AGONY?