Hollow.
Without them I am still a whole person. I am still me. However, I feel a sort of hollow emptiness. Just knowing what that kind of love feels like and having it ripped away. It's an achy, empty feeling. My life itself is perfectly complete. I just feel like it's not quite as meaningful without that love in it.
It's my fourth day not calling. It's so hard.
It's my fourth day not calling. It's so hard.