Sorry I Need to Vent
i hate being mad at ppl and i hate ppl being mad at me. . . but i cant help being upset right now. . . im sorry for flipping out Brandon but u have to understand that i take work seriously, i know it might not mean alot to u but its importent to me. i worked hard to get u a job, i told Dan that bascially u were/are awesome. After begging i got him
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but when i asked you the day before if you would work for me and you were reluctant, i said "nevermind. i'll go in" like ten times and kept asking if you were sure if it was alright and you kept saying yes. if you just told me the truth about how you felt about it i would have never called in. you know that.
and when i called in and told gwen that something came up and said that you would work for me, she told me you were already on the schedule. when she told me that i said "its not a big deal. i can come in anyway". but she said "no. just take the day off." if i had known you were already on the schedule i wouldn't have called in. and by the time i found out it was already too late.
me calling into work is not going to make you look bad. trust me. they know how good of a worker you are and they're not gonna look down upon you for things that i do.
i do take my job seriously, but i have the rest of my life to work. i value a day off much more than $7.25 an hour. and you've been complaing about your hours have been cut, so i thought me asking you to work would kill two birds with one stone. i only took the day off assuming that everything would go fine at michaels because you were working for me. if i knew gwen fucked up the schedule beforehand, i wouldn't have called in. but you already knew that.
and i'm sorry it was hectic at work, but thats not my fault. i didn't know you'd be down a man. if i knew you'd be down a man, i wouldn't have called in.
so i understand why you're mad and i'm sorry that you are, but don't be mad at me. i had now idea saturday was going to turn out as it did. you know i would have worked if i knew. i asked you if it was alright and you said yes way more that once friday night. i told you it didn't matter and that i'd work but you still said it was fine. so be mad at gwen for fucking up the schedule. or at dan for always picking on you. or at the assholes who fuck up the store. or at yourself for not telling me the truth about how you felt friday night. but don't be mad at me (because it doesn't make any sense how you can be fine with it before the day started but mad at me when the day ended consdering everything that happened between those points had nothing to do with me). because, for the last time, i asked if it was alright... you said it was alright... we both thought that it would be alright... and you know that if i knew it wasn't going to be alright, i would have never called in.
i don't mind admiting when i'm wrong, but i'm not in the wrong here. i hope you don't hold it against me. i didn't mean for any of this to happen
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