May 15, 2008 21:18
I've been feeling a bit down for a few weeks even though I take the happy pills. And I think I've finally come to the conclusion as to what it is that's bothering me.
I've got the BABY BLUES! Yeah, that's right. I am getting back into the baby thing. It's bad enough where I'm actually craving wanting to have a baby with my man. We're to get married mid to late of next year and he's very much along the 'we have to be married to have babies' road. We've been together for 10 years this November. To me, if a baby came along now it wouldn't make much of a difference. Besides, if it bothered him that much we could get married sooner.
It's really bad when I get this way. But I'm not that far yet. It can only get worse from here. *grrrr*
baby blues,
rl