Me bitching people out!! Cuz I frankly could care less anymore!!
OMG!! I'm done fucking trying to be friendz w/people.. I'm tired of fucking stuck up people that think they are soo much fucking better than everyone else when they're not!! I'm tired of stupid people that pretend to fucking be someone else'z friend when they really can't stand the fucking person!! Well here iz what I think of a few people, and you know what, I frankly don't give a fucking shit if you hate me after I say it!!
Beth - Yeah.. I'm not gonna bitch you out or anything.. I've never liked arguing w/you and I hate it when we do.. I just know that you don't really read my Xanga so I thought I would leave you a message on here.. I just wanted to say that I'm glad that we're kinda talking again! We don't really talk that much but when we do, itz just kewl.. Yeah.. Therez kind of a lot I want to say but I can't.. I'm sry.. Maybe one day I'll tell you.. But right now, I just can't.. Like I told you before, I will alwayz love you no matter what! You're an amazing gyrl! Byez!
Rachael W. - You used to be really awesome! But now you're really kind of a bitch! We used to hang out all the time, and now itz like you don't want to be my friend! I don't know if thatz because I'm not good enough to hang out w/you or what, but w/e! Maybe itz because I'm a lezbian.. Maybe you don't like me anymore cuz of that.. Who knowz.. But I don't care anymore! I used to think you were awesome, fuck I even dated your stupid ass! I'm just sick and tired now.. You try soo fucking hard to get all theze guyz to like you and be attracked to you, itz fucking pitiful! Get over yourself! God, itz like no matter who you're fucking with, you have to flirt w/some other fucking guy or cheat on the one you're with! But you know, w/e! I don't even fucking care anymore! I'm done fucking trying to still be your friend.. I GIVE UP!!
Kimmy - I don't hate you! I think you are one of the sweetest gyrlz I've ever met! Itz just sometimez you kinda act like you think you're perfect or that no one iz az good az you.. Which itz ok, cuz you don't do it all the time.. Like I said before, you're a sweet gyrl and you're very pretty.. I hope that everything workz out between you and Trevor! He seemz like a GREAT guy!
Sean M. - I don't hate you either.. You're AWESOME! I love it that I can talk to you about stuff.. You just scare me sometimez.. W/everything you do, and you know what I'm talking about.. I know you "know what you're doing" and everything but sometimez even the people that know what they're doin mess up and w/e they are doing at the time harmz them and I just don't want that to happen to you! I care about you! You're a great friend! & I know you think that you don't "persuade" other to do it too but sometimez you do.. Not everyone knowz how to say no, and sometimez you keep pushing it on people and it getz them to do it too.. If you wanna do it, then fine, have fun.. But why do other people have to do it w/you? Itz not that kewl.. Fuck I can have fun and laugh and be stupid w/o getting fucked up.. I'm not trying to sound mean and if I am I'm sry.. I just care about you a lot and I don't want you getting hurt or anything..
Michael M. - Hey! Hope everything between you and Amanda iz good! You are another person that I don't hate! I don't think I could ever hate you! You're are a sweet guy, when you want to be.. But babe, one of theze dayz you need to grow up some.. & get some mannerz.. Sometimez at lunch, you just tell people to give you something, when you could ask politly.. & sometimez you think that you're not az bad az all the other guyz az our school, but babe, sometimez you are.. Maybe not all the time though.. & you should cheer up and look a little happier.. Sometimez you look like someone close to you died or something.. Itz kinda depressing.. I do love you (az a friend of course) and I'm sry I hurt you.. *hugz* & I'm sry if I sound mean right now..
Jeni - Yeah.. I just really miss you! You're my bestestestest friend EVER! I miss spending Halloween w/you and going out trick-or-treating! I miss getting in trouble w/you! Lol! Well you got in trouble, not really me.. Lol! I just miss being able to hang out w/you! We're not az close az we used to be.. Then again we're like 2 TOTALLY different people! But you'll alwayz be able to understand some thingz about me (like why Krystal and I don't get along) that no one will really ever understand! I love you gyrl (like a sis-ser)! Hehe! *hugz*
Rachel - Lol! Therez not one thing I hate about you! You're perfect! Or at least perfect for me! You really are though! I love spending time w/you and I wish that I could drive down there and come visit you so that you don't have to keep driving up here.. I miss you sooo much! I can't wait til itz just uz in our own house, w/our animalz, and child or children and everything! I really hope that I spend the rest of my life w/you! You're soo sweet and you have the most beautiful blue eyez I've ever seen! I'm soo lucky to be w/someone that iz az wonderful az you are! I love you more than anyone and anything else in thiz entire world! I never, EVER want to lose you! You mean soooo much to me! When I'm around you, I just feel soo safe and confortable (more than I ever have around anyone else)! You're one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Thank you for everything! For all the prezentz, all the hugz & kissez, all the sweet thingz you say, being there for me to talk to whenever I need you, for loving me, for EVERYTHING! You're the best thing that haz ever happened to me! You just make me soo happy and you make me feel better about myself and not a lot of people can do that. Anywayz, I LOVE YOU BABE! W/ALL MY HEART, BODY, & SOUL!
Mmmk.. Don't think there iz really anyone else to bitch out or just leave a message to.. But before I go, some of you people are probably thinking "You're not perfect either you know!" and yeah I do know I'm not perfect! I know I have fucking problemz! I know I've fucking cheated on someone before and that I SOMETIMEZ flirt when I'm w/someone else! I know that I'm not the sweetest person in thiz world! & if you wanna say something to me and tell me what you don't like about me then feel free to leave me a fucking comment and tell me cuz I am dying to fucking know!! Cuz a couple thingz I do know about myself iz that I don't think I am better than anyone else and I also don't fucking give a god damn about what anyone fucking thinkz about me!! MMMK!!
GOOD BYE!! HAVE A WONDERFUL FUCKING DAY!!