Oct 25, 2005 07:12
Ummm.. Well not a lot haz really happened sinse Homecoming.. Last weekend I went to Krissie'z and stayed the night at her house.. It waz fun.. Emily & Sarah were there too.. So waz this gyrl named Brittney.. That was my first time meeting her though.. She goez to Fitz, so yeah.. I thought it waz fun though.. All we did waz watch movies, talk, eat, & listen to music.. I don't really talk to my friendz outside of school so when I do itz kinda weird.. But yeah.. I so think that Krissie should have another party! Lol!
Anywayz, yesterday I talked to Casey.. Shez the gyrl that Beth left me for.. Yeah.. I didn't bitch her out or anything though.. I actually had a real conversation with her.. I just IMed her to see if her and Beth were together because Beth told me that they were and I know that Beth liez to me, so yeah.. I just wanted to know if it waz true.. Which I don't think it iz because Casey told me that if I asked her because I wanted Beth back then she wazn't goin to get in the way or anything.. & I don't think she would have said that if they were together.. But o'well.. I'm used to Beth lieing to me so yeah.. It doezn't really bother me anymore.. But yeah.. Casey and I talked about lil about Beth.. Then I told her stuff about my relationshipz.. Why, I have no idea.. It all just kinda came out.. I appoligized to her for being such a bitch to her and bitching her out really bad and everything.. I mean, I techinically didn't really have a right to bitch at her.. Well, yeah, she did hurt Beth and I care about Beth a lot but still.. What happened between Beth and Casey waz none of my business and I shouldn't have gotten into it..
Well thatz all that haz really happened..
*sigh* I really miss Rachel! I wish she waz here! I wish I had my fucking license and a car so that I could drive down there and see her.. I know my mom won't drive all the way down there, so yeah.. I feel bad because the only way I can see Rachel right now iz if she drivez up here.. Yeah, thatz 3 hourz.. I just wish that she didn't have to drive up here all the time and that I could drive down there to see her.. But I won't be able to get my license til after I take segment 2.. That won't be til November.. Then I have to go take my road test.. Which even after I do that, and get my license, I still don't have a car.. So yeah.. But I really hope that I get my license by the end of thiz year so that I can start getting used to driving by myself and everything so that I can go visit Rachel after the snow meltz.. I really want to make it down there for her Homecoming and her graduation.. Which I hope that my mom will let me drive down there for.. Maybe I will get a car for my birthday or something.. I'll be 17 so yeah..
Well thiz iz a long entry.. So I think I am just gonna go.. I will update more tomorrow, MAYBE!!
BYEZ!!
I LOVE RACHEL!!