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[tearznheaven]

better mood today. i've decided that if she wants to be with her...then it'll be...but i wont be there waiting for her to come back. b/c i'm tired of being hurt by her. i'm tired of being hurt in general. but i still love her, i always will, but i'm fucking tired of this shit.

why cant i find another good person who wants me for me....

still sick today. having coughing fits which end in me throwing up. :-(