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i fucked up bad this weekend. too much bourbon, etc.
i saw my doctor and tried to get admitted for anxiety/depression, and whatever else i been feeling lately. he suggested outpatient alcohol rehab. i didn't think i needed help for that, but the past few days have proven otherwise.
i'm having anxiety attacks all the time now, but even if i AM willing to finally start meds, my doctor wants to wait until after i spend some time clean.
i've been eating non stop and it's pissing me off. i can't afford to get fat... i only have scrawny people clothes.
oh well.
wish me luck.
P.S. my canada friend called me today to wish me a happy valentines day. it made me smile.
i saw my doctor and tried to get admitted for anxiety/depression, and whatever else i been feeling lately. he suggested outpatient alcohol rehab. i didn't think i needed help for that, but the past few days have proven otherwise.
i'm having anxiety attacks all the time now, but even if i AM willing to finally start meds, my doctor wants to wait until after i spend some time clean.
i've been eating non stop and it's pissing me off. i can't afford to get fat... i only have scrawny people clothes.
oh well.
wish me luck.
P.S. my canada friend called me today to wish me a happy valentines day. it made me smile.