Feb 26, 2005 15:13
im going to dinner/ girls night out with brandi tonite.
fun fun.
i had to call my dad before my uncle would let brandi take me out.
stupid rule bcuz the family doesnt want any contact being made through me but nonetheless, i called and he said that was fine, questioning why i had to call him to ask permission.
i said unknown, and we were through.
god i dont like calling him its so awkward.
so brandi will be here at 5p and we will be off.
i already took a relaxing bubble bath, did hair and makeup.
my little brother says i have pretty eyelashes tonite.
that made me not mad at him anymores.
im doing my nails now bcuz the bright green is thin and chipping off.
my chicki chicki [brandi] loves it when i dress funkily and draw attention to her escort.
but why does she smile sweetly and roll her eyes when i do so?>
~If you know what im about to say
why do you look at me that way
you kinda make me suffocate
when you that god-forsaken stare
Checking my pulse cuz its beating fast
for three days straight-been so fucking trashed
Cant quite tell how long its gonna last
This sickening rollercoaster ride