depressed still
someone asked me over aim to describe how i feel and this is what i wrote
Teartaye6: i feel like i'm a worthless piece of shit that doesn't deserve the air she breathes and she do the whole fucked world a favour by killing herself so they dont hafta fucking deal with it. I feel like i'm going to die alone and when i do it'll take days for anyone to find me and noone'll care or miss me or even give a fuck that i'm dead. hell they might even throw a party!!
Teartaye6: i feel like the whole world is against me and all i get is conformation because everytime i reach out for help i get smacked across the face. i feel like i deserve everything thats ever happened to me and much more and much worse
Teartaye6: i feel like my parents want to kill me but can't get up the nerve so i should do them that favour. i feel like everyone hates me and just pretends to like me b/c they wanna hurt me more. i feel like i'm the stupidest dumbest most idiotic person alive and nothing will ever make me worthwhile
Teartaye6: i goto bed every night and pray to god that i wont wake up again. when i wake up every single fucking morning i cry b/c i'm still alive. i attempt suicide about once a week. i'm never ever really happy. when i act happy or smile or w/e its because i dont wanna bother those around me with my worthless feelings
Teartaye6: i feel like a slut and a nobody and the girl that everyone hates. i'm a bitch and idiot a blonde a ditz a klutz i hate myself to no end
Teartaye6: there is nothing good in my life, nothing. and i would make everyone so happy if i died
its incomplete, but it does scratch the surface
Teartaye6: i feel like i'm a worthless piece of shit that doesn't deserve the air she breathes and she do the whole fucked world a favour by killing herself so they dont hafta fucking deal with it. I feel like i'm going to die alone and when i do it'll take days for anyone to find me and noone'll care or miss me or even give a fuck that i'm dead. hell they might even throw a party!!
Teartaye6: i feel like the whole world is against me and all i get is conformation because everytime i reach out for help i get smacked across the face. i feel like i deserve everything thats ever happened to me and much more and much worse
Teartaye6: i feel like my parents want to kill me but can't get up the nerve so i should do them that favour. i feel like everyone hates me and just pretends to like me b/c they wanna hurt me more. i feel like i'm the stupidest dumbest most idiotic person alive and nothing will ever make me worthwhile
Teartaye6: i goto bed every night and pray to god that i wont wake up again. when i wake up every single fucking morning i cry b/c i'm still alive. i attempt suicide about once a week. i'm never ever really happy. when i act happy or smile or w/e its because i dont wanna bother those around me with my worthless feelings
Teartaye6: i feel like a slut and a nobody and the girl that everyone hates. i'm a bitch and idiot a blonde a ditz a klutz i hate myself to no end
Teartaye6: there is nothing good in my life, nothing. and i would make everyone so happy if i died
its incomplete, but it does scratch the surface