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Man i went to see john last weekend! It was awesome. He got taller. He looked so good! We spent a LOT of time 2gether. we had 4 incredible sexual experiences. In the last one tho he accidentally busted inside of me and now i may be pregnant. who knows. but fo real idk, man i feel so lonely. i kno he SAYS that he loves me but i dont feel it. i feel like he doesnt wanna b with me. i feel like i bother him and i am holdin him back somehow. i mean y does it feel like no one loves me. it feels like i give so much and all others do is take and i get nothin in return. when will it be that i love some1 and i feel that they love me back. mayb im trippin idk. this is just wut im feelin. wo knows. wut can ya do