screaming so loud......but no one can hear me....*or maybe they jus aren't listening*
i have so much going on in my head......and when i try to tell anyone about it they just don't know what to say. and i don't blame them cuz i don't know what to say to make all this crap i have all built up make any kind of sense. i want something so bad....so bad it hurts, not jus inside but its actually making me sick. Eveytime i start to care about anyone they seem to dissapear.....because i have issues....yea i beleave thats the word he used, "seriouse issues" that he doesn't have time to deal w/. i'm sorrie to everyone who has ever had to deal w/ them....i didn't know i had them but obviously i do...and after thinking about it...i am pretty fucked up,,,,i wouldn't want to be w/ me either...