the words you scribbled on the wall, the loss of frineds you didn't have.....
I thought I was sure so sure of how I felt and how everything would turn out. But now I dont know and things are slowing down and nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel so alone even when everyone is around me. I dont have fun doing the things I used to do. I am afraid of change, of everything. I am afraid the old isnt the way it used to be and the new is different and I dont think I can handle the different. I miss Dustin... But I dont know if I can hold on any longer. So much anxiousness and relentless and I cant move on .I am stuck in this rut of self doubt and lonliness.I dont know what to do. nothing makes me happy and I seem depressed and sad all the time.I feel restless...What to do??
♥Courtney
♥Courtney