Apr 04, 2005 09:23
I'm sitting in the "Office" alone... oh wait, Kelli the receptionist is coming... but I was alone when I got here... glad I don't have to answer the phone.
There's a note on the desk for me with 2 folders for 2 stories I have to write today. Also a note to phone one guy & at the end of the note it says "See you at 4"... meaning pace yourself as Im not letting you go anywhere.
My weekend was boring. I was invited to Lava for an old friend's bday, but no friends would go with me... surprise surprise, I have no friends to go out with anymore!!! I worked & watched Sex & The City with my bro's gf.
Ohhh.. and Wrestlemania!! My brother had some buddies over, so me & his boys... sadly, Shawn Michaels lost & then I felt no need to watch the rest as he always puts on the best show of the night. The legends being there was actually pretty sweet. It brought me back to the days as a child, going to my uncle's house in Courtice to watch Royal Rumble & the bulldog won... good times...
Looking around this 'office' place, I miss DC. Even those who I wasn't friends with were more lively than the 3 married with children people in here. I miss friends & fun conversations & joking around with them while writing on Chronicle stories. I'm really missing our group, but drowning myself in other things keep my mind off dwelling in the past.
I've thought about Cole less... maybe its the work, his msn names about the perfect model, or lack of seeing him. I knew it would simmer when we stopped seeing each other every day, but fires right back up & everything rushes back at moments... or if I ever see him again!!
I worked at No Deals this weekend. Kovic & I haven't been like we were for well over a month, so it was nice. A girl thinks he's bored with Wiz already... I don't really care. I still really like him, but he did hurt me & yea... whatever. That'll fade in time as well.
Azzano & I are as close as we used to be in the summer & he's one of the old friends I really look forward to seeing anymore. He's fun, charming, hilarious, cool, sweet, sincere, & a good guy... to me anyways. I'm always thinking about him lately too. It's weird to me though, almost like I don't think I should be. I'm focused on work & the 9-5 job doesnt allow for much fun these days... & Azzano's become my something to look forward to. I'm not sure what that means, but its cool, he's cool, i'm cool... we're cool...!!!
Chilled with Jenn a bit this weekend. I feel like we're getting back into how we used to be. I like that cuz we'd drifted alot & this is great. Oh! Leigh has a new love interest, thus why she hasn't called. I joked about that & instantly regretted it. Now she calls to say nothing only because she trys to hard to not mention his name, when she's missed the point altogether. She's cute though.
Another honourable mention goes to Dimples. I recieved a text msg on my cell from her, but I insist that she update as I miss reading them!!!! So if she still reads this, DO IT!!!! & yes, I do wish to see her soon too. Haha.
Anyways, I'm off to email Meg... our daily office ritual that will probably keep us sane through our crappy 9-5 jobs.
Stay classy San Diego... ;)