shedding a tear or two... or hundreds??
I still can't beleive I'm done college!!! I don't think it's fully gonna hit me until I begin going to that shithole garage for more than 2 days.
Pub on wed night was awesome. I got to meet Mrs. Garrett, who surely didn't disappoint at all.
Also, I got to hang out with Cole & some of his friends one last time. I think that was the highlight of the evening... well bonding with Meg was great too.
It was REALLY sad to say goodbye to some people (ie: Garrett & Cole... & Jay & Davey too) but I guess it had to happen sometime. I drove to work on Thursday morning & actually cried when reminded of the singalong the day before... ("Forever" by Ben Harper).
I've become a mess & am more than a lil surprised at how attached I'd gotten!!
Oh!!! & another moment of misty eyes was Friday afternoon, I had to go in to print off my Graphic Design layouts & when leaving the security guard asked that I shut off the lights & lock the door!!!!!!! Just as Jay had said on Wed, that somebody had to be the last one & buddy... I guess it was me! :(
Driving past DC, glancing at what used to be Cole's window... sad.
McD's & the 5 Pts Mall even is sad for me right now.
I've been in sucha strange mood after pub to the present... I just can't seem to shake how I feel.
Is this really the end?!
On a happier note, Kovic & I are starting to talk again... slowly, but obviously just as friends. I've concluded that what happened between us should not have & only happened because we were both scared of losing each other (new jobs, etc.). But it's good to be at least somewhat friends again.
Azzano & me... oh jeez. We talk every day!! He's one of my best friends & has been for many, many years. He is one of the few things that's made me smile in the past few days. We always talk about dating as we are already really close, but the idea is a lil foreign to me. We are like the same person (but opposite sex & opposite heights) & he thinks it'd work out well... but I have my doubts. The mere thought of ruining what we've got now just doesn't seem worth it to me. Does that make sense???
Plus, I'm still very much hung up on Cole (& Kovic a lil obviously).
Co-op Tuesday morning- I'm sooo not looking forward to it. Some people are nervous, excited, etc... I just don't feel like doing much of anything anymore. Not even going shopping is making me happy!!!!
I'm probably being too dramatic about this all, but I guess it's true-
I didn't know what I had til it was gone...
Pub on wed night was awesome. I got to meet Mrs. Garrett, who surely didn't disappoint at all.
Also, I got to hang out with Cole & some of his friends one last time. I think that was the highlight of the evening... well bonding with Meg was great too.
It was REALLY sad to say goodbye to some people (ie: Garrett & Cole... & Jay & Davey too) but I guess it had to happen sometime. I drove to work on Thursday morning & actually cried when reminded of the singalong the day before... ("Forever" by Ben Harper).
I've become a mess & am more than a lil surprised at how attached I'd gotten!!
Oh!!! & another moment of misty eyes was Friday afternoon, I had to go in to print off my Graphic Design layouts & when leaving the security guard asked that I shut off the lights & lock the door!!!!!!! Just as Jay had said on Wed, that somebody had to be the last one & buddy... I guess it was me! :(
Driving past DC, glancing at what used to be Cole's window... sad.
McD's & the 5 Pts Mall even is sad for me right now.
I've been in sucha strange mood after pub to the present... I just can't seem to shake how I feel.
Is this really the end?!
On a happier note, Kovic & I are starting to talk again... slowly, but obviously just as friends. I've concluded that what happened between us should not have & only happened because we were both scared of losing each other (new jobs, etc.). But it's good to be at least somewhat friends again.
Azzano & me... oh jeez. We talk every day!! He's one of my best friends & has been for many, many years. He is one of the few things that's made me smile in the past few days. We always talk about dating as we are already really close, but the idea is a lil foreign to me. We are like the same person (but opposite sex & opposite heights) & he thinks it'd work out well... but I have my doubts. The mere thought of ruining what we've got now just doesn't seem worth it to me. Does that make sense???
Plus, I'm still very much hung up on Cole (& Kovic a lil obviously).
Co-op Tuesday morning- I'm sooo not looking forward to it. Some people are nervous, excited, etc... I just don't feel like doing much of anything anymore. Not even going shopping is making me happy!!!!
I'm probably being too dramatic about this all, but I guess it's true-
I didn't know what I had til it was gone...