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today i made a carrott cake :) It is soooo good i like to have a taste and spit it out ahah. Yummm
I cleaned the entire house today. Parents are happy ahaha.
Im currently on the cell with mitch telling him how to make a carrott cake ahah. I made him in the mood.
I love baking
I love cooking
i love music
I love mitch
I love my haven ( my room)
I love baths
I love animals
I love tarveling
I love beauty
I love hot beverages
I love tv
I love watching movies
I love organizing
I love starving
I love seeing the numbers drop on my scale
I love people's reactions
I love shopping
sorry i got carried away there ahha
tomorrow i think i have school. I really dont like school. I am always moopy and depressed during recess and lunch. There is nothing to do at breaks but walk around the school and talk to people. I have nothing to talk about. I dont feel like talking. My friends think i am ignoring them so they now ignore me.. well they do and they dont i dont know. I dont really care. I perfer to stay home after school and on weekends. I like to exercise and read through the communities. I love my life. The only thing i do is go to my boyfriend's house or have him here every saturday. That is sooo fun. I love him. That one day satifies me for he rest of the week.
I am very determined to me skinny. I dont care what i have to do to get there.
Today's food:
- 3 tea with milk and splenda ( 100 )
- a bite of cake very small bite ( 35 )
- cocoa with splenda and milk ( 30 )
- 2 diet pills
total 165 .. not bad but i wish i didnt eat that bite of cake now :(
my exercise was baking and cleaning for the whole day .. literally. i am probably going to do situps and squats for 30 min soon while watching tv and maybe 15 min of jumping jacks. I have no idea how many cals that is but good enough im tired and lazy today.
I cleaned the entire house today. Parents are happy ahaha.
Im currently on the cell with mitch telling him how to make a carrott cake ahah. I made him in the mood.
I love baking
I love cooking
i love music
I love mitch
I love my haven ( my room)
I love baths
I love animals
I love tarveling
I love beauty
I love hot beverages
I love tv
I love watching movies
I love organizing
I love starving
I love seeing the numbers drop on my scale
I love people's reactions
I love shopping
sorry i got carried away there ahha
tomorrow i think i have school. I really dont like school. I am always moopy and depressed during recess and lunch. There is nothing to do at breaks but walk around the school and talk to people. I have nothing to talk about. I dont feel like talking. My friends think i am ignoring them so they now ignore me.. well they do and they dont i dont know. I dont really care. I perfer to stay home after school and on weekends. I like to exercise and read through the communities. I love my life. The only thing i do is go to my boyfriend's house or have him here every saturday. That is sooo fun. I love him. That one day satifies me for he rest of the week.
I am very determined to me skinny. I dont care what i have to do to get there.
Today's food:
- 3 tea with milk and splenda ( 100 )
- a bite of cake very small bite ( 35 )
- cocoa with splenda and milk ( 30 )
- 2 diet pills
total 165 .. not bad but i wish i didnt eat that bite of cake now :(
my exercise was baking and cleaning for the whole day .. literally. i am probably going to do situps and squats for 30 min soon while watching tv and maybe 15 min of jumping jacks. I have no idea how many cals that is but good enough im tired and lazy today.