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Ok so the Math exam wasnt that bad after all .. im going to be safe and say i got a 70ish .. not the best but good enough. Fast is going great! I'm not sure the the people who said theyd join me are doing it or not tho ahah but whos cares im doing good right ?! I'm totally hyper right now becase i jsut jumped off the tread mill and i took a tea break. I was jujst about to hop back on for another half hour but i got this phone call ! I applied for a job at A&W 2 weeks ago. I'm only 16 so ive never had a job before. I have been looking for about 6 months but no calls back. This time is different tho ! "Jason" called me saying that im hired and im to go in at 7 pm on Sunday to pick up my uniform and talk hours!! WOOOHOO ! IM SOO EXCITED!! What a perfect way to jump start my spirits on my fast!! Now that i have a job i'll have less time to think about food!!! No worries about working at a burger place tho cause id never touch it. I think it's wayyy too grosee. The last time i had a burger or fries was maybe a year ago or more i dont really rememberr! Hehe !
My boyfriend is comming over tomorrow :D YAY ! He lives like 45 min drive away so i only gets to see him once a week. I hope my job doesnt get in the way of our special saturdays too often. We switch back and forth every week. Like one week i'll go out there and the next he will be here. Which is a good thing becasue everytime i go to his house i have to eat dinner with his family and they always order in chineese grr. oh well i guess some brocoli and carrots arent going to kill me once every 2 weeks.... WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING?! It's like deep friied veggies smothered ion a fatty sauce * Puke * I love how i have turned myself off take out foods :) ** pat on the back for me **
Yes i must give myself self praise time to time. It's the only praise i get really. It's the only thing that keeps me going. sad isnt it. Yes thats me SAD. Last year i almost failed school because i refused to go becasue i couldnt bare to step outside my haven ( my room) . I felt to fat to go to school. You have to sit in a desk alllll day longg. I feel so fat sitting down. I try to sit up but it doesnt make my bulge disapear. Oh how i long to be able to sit. Is that too much to ask ?! Thats all i want! I want to sit in a chair with out feeling like people are staring at my discusting stomach. Even if i wear a big hoodie it doesnt work. I feel Hoodies make my look even bigger than i am.
Well listin to me blab on. Melody must stretch out her fat stomach and run on the tread mill ! I know il watch another movie while im doing it to pass the time faster... but what one .. ?
My boyfriend is comming over tomorrow :D YAY ! He lives like 45 min drive away so i only gets to see him once a week. I hope my job doesnt get in the way of our special saturdays too often. We switch back and forth every week. Like one week i'll go out there and the next he will be here. Which is a good thing becasue everytime i go to his house i have to eat dinner with his family and they always order in chineese grr. oh well i guess some brocoli and carrots arent going to kill me once every 2 weeks.... WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING?! It's like deep friied veggies smothered ion a fatty sauce * Puke * I love how i have turned myself off take out foods :) ** pat on the back for me **
Yes i must give myself self praise time to time. It's the only praise i get really. It's the only thing that keeps me going. sad isnt it. Yes thats me SAD. Last year i almost failed school because i refused to go becasue i couldnt bare to step outside my haven ( my room) . I felt to fat to go to school. You have to sit in a desk alllll day longg. I feel so fat sitting down. I try to sit up but it doesnt make my bulge disapear. Oh how i long to be able to sit. Is that too much to ask ?! Thats all i want! I want to sit in a chair with out feeling like people are staring at my discusting stomach. Even if i wear a big hoodie it doesnt work. I feel Hoodies make my look even bigger than i am.
Well listin to me blab on. Melody must stretch out her fat stomach and run on the tread mill ! I know il watch another movie while im doing it to pass the time faster... but what one .. ?