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I feel shit sick today...
It all happened when I was supposed to meet christina on sat night to see dawn of the dead...
Anyway I went but she and no one was there....figures yet again
Sigh... so i was depressed and alone so I went in paid for the ticket for the 7:05 pm show
And watched.... I didnt expect that movie to cheer me up the way it did It's a good remake I admit
But it still isnt better than the original....
After I left I found 20 bucks woooo!
So i went and bought my very first Lamb cd (so happy)
So i spent the remainder of the night walking around figuring things out for my life,
what I've done...so far accomplished and still it's not much
What do i really have to offer to anyone?
crapshit
After stopping in alt cafe for coffee and some time inside out of the cold,
I just fell.., well almost
blacked out for a quick sec or two
So i left for home.... unsturdy
I didn't eat anything or sleep for the past 3 days before that. I should have but i didnt
why am I bothering to say anything here anyway? thats what im thinking now....may of you dont read it and if you do its ranting and raving in my opinion im allowed....this fucking time atleast
After going on the train i figured out the trains werent working to the bronx.... so i had to get off and wait in the rain for an hour and a half ...then a shuttle bus came
I got fed up at east 180th street and decided to walk the rest of the way home.... i couldnt stand being on the bus and people rubbing up against me anymore.....esp how they smelled
So about 45 or so blocks later and 2 hours i got home.... and my mom asks whats wrong I just though for a second
"should I even bother"..., no... so I went stripped and slept
It all happened when I was supposed to meet christina on sat night to see dawn of the dead...
Anyway I went but she and no one was there....figures yet again
Sigh... so i was depressed and alone so I went in paid for the ticket for the 7:05 pm show
And watched.... I didnt expect that movie to cheer me up the way it did It's a good remake I admit
But it still isnt better than the original....
After I left I found 20 bucks woooo!
So i went and bought my very first Lamb cd (so happy)
So i spent the remainder of the night walking around figuring things out for my life,
what I've done...so far accomplished and still it's not much
What do i really have to offer to anyone?
crapshit
After stopping in alt cafe for coffee and some time inside out of the cold,
I just fell.., well almost
blacked out for a quick sec or two
So i left for home.... unsturdy
I didn't eat anything or sleep for the past 3 days before that. I should have but i didnt
why am I bothering to say anything here anyway? thats what im thinking now....may of you dont read it and if you do its ranting and raving in my opinion im allowed....this fucking time atleast
After going on the train i figured out the trains werent working to the bronx.... so i had to get off and wait in the rain for an hour and a half ...then a shuttle bus came
I got fed up at east 180th street and decided to walk the rest of the way home.... i couldnt stand being on the bus and people rubbing up against me anymore.....esp how they smelled
So about 45 or so blocks later and 2 hours i got home.... and my mom asks whats wrong I just though for a second
"should I even bother"..., no... so I went stripped and slept