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sometimes i just want to give up on photography and having a website and all that junk. i feel like i gave aaron the wrong impression on my wanting his involvement. and now with katie, she's super busy and needs to catch up on her own shit, which is definitely way more important than my stuff. and it also frustrates me because i wish i was better at digital design so that i could just do a lot of it myself. and that's not to say i dont want or appreciate those who help me, cause i am forever grateful for it. i wish i could make it all work for everyone. i wish i could be a better friend. i wish i didn't lack in responsibility towards my friends. i wish i could be a better support. when i think about my friendship with katie and aaron, and working with them on the site as well...i feel like a failure. so i apologize. i really do care about you guys and all that you've done for me. when i'm working with you, you do indeed get me excited to do that work and progress.