If it hurts at all you ain't shown it yet

Jan 24, 2007 22:09

My grandpa's sister has lung cancer and she's not going to do anything to treat it. She's 88. His brother has cancer, too and I don't think he's doing anything about it, either. He's 86. Poppa's doing a little bit better, but this news makes him sad. How ironic is it that all three of them are in the last stages of cancer and are really on comfort care?

I don't think I'm crazy because I would love nothing more than to take Kathie's job. Too bad I lack the educational qualifications... or else I'd be on that like white on rice!

I need to find a constant in my life. I feel like I've had so many things change on me in the past year... and I don't like change. Period. But a lot of change in such a short period... insanely devastating.

Lexi and I attended Kathie's last Bible Study by speaker phone tonight... it was bittersweet. I'm in a really weird place right now...

...I still need to fold my laundry and study for my psych test tomorrow... gah.

Love you all!!
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