When all thay surrounds me
When all the surrounds me seems to engulf my soul, i tire of the weary days, that make feel so old, useless and meaningless, one minute i mean somethng the next i suck at life, he can never seem to make up his mind, calle em to see how my day was and then stopped by cause eh was in the area.. he has never done that for me beofre.. completly wierd, and its all to much, especially when i seem him talk to that slut.. i hate her she isnt even pretty, doenst have anything to offer him ... So what is wrong with me????? i always think there is something wrong with em but i can never figure it out.. i can never understand it all.. so much anger i hold inside, that its beginning to make my heart fall....