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i watch the liquid beign poured onto the metal what they have planned for this is the inevitable. how the out come will be is unsure lie always. laughter fills their faces and heart as the match is lit and the blaze of roaring fire appears as the gasoline eats at the little match. there was five of them they gatherd round the beautiful creation the oldest with his stick he used to maintain this creation made him look noble and wise. the others talked and the single girl just listened giggles occasionally but just thought of her heart and how it felt liek that blaze of roarign fire and how if it were to ever be put out her soul and spirit woudl go with it , and she would stayt liek that for ever, she looked across throught the blaze at the one whole held her heart , she wouldnt give him up for the world she hoped she woudlnt have to. she walked over to him as he walked closer to her and put his arms around her and held her near the fire the others cracked jokes liek always, they all found humor in this but it didnt bother the two who shared their love near the fire. he held her in his eyes and she coudl see it, after the blaz of fire went out the night ended as the sun awoken, and the couple layed next too each other in the twin size bed she turned away form him for her back troubles she tended to have but he still wrapped his arms arounf her tightly to let her know he loved her , but he never said the word, she coudl tell that he had fear in his eyes, the same fear she felt, the week soon grew near to an end as the weekend apeared he told her of how they could no longer be together, her heart fell , she felt empty. she wanted to kill the person who was taken him away form her, but she knew that she is in love with him and sometimes you just have to let them go , she wanted to see him happy. although she wanted him to have that happiness with her, she knew that one day he will come to her for good. she shed no tear when he was around , seh was angered but hid it, as the night ended she asked for oen last kiss , "can i have one last kiss before you leave me forever?" she whispered to him as they layed on the floor with his arms around her. he leaned in looked into her eyes with such cuunfussion and kissed her and it lasteed for 5 minutes , she wanted it to last forever. their lios split from each others and that one last kiss ended and he looked at her and the last words he said to her before the goodbye when he left the doors was " its probebly not going to last with her knowing how i am so please dont worry about it, i will return soon." he said good bye to everyone as headed out the door to return to his home. his dark green oldsmobile pulle dout of the drive way as she watched from the upstaris window, she turned and wen tto lay in bed, she coudl smeel his scent on the pillow, and the tears came she felt liek she had lost he whoel world. she cried herself to sleep and awoke the next day pushing her self to get up and go one with her day, pushed herself to go to school, and continue, she cried every night. lesser and lesser each night but tears still fall. some day the eyes will dry up along with the heart. she ionly hopes he returns before that occurs. N.M.G.I.L.U!!!!!