Truth is, it dosen't have to be so complicated.
I read through my journal entries of the past year, like I always do around this time. Just remembering, seeing if I learned anything. Its funny, we wait for one day to decide to turn our life around. We make resolutions that rarely make it through the next month. It is funny. I won't do that.
I think I've backed myself into a corner. Will being an engineer for the rest of my life make me happy? I'm not sure. I think putting things into space would make me happy. So I think this means, that I need to not settle for anything other than that which makes me happy. I think this means I shouldn't do things because they look good. But, I also need something to bring to the table. I think I'm figuring things out. Haha. I think I'll just have to do what I love and let fate handle the rest, because I have never been good at manipulating people or situations.
Yes it took me this long to figure that out.
That makes things so simple.
Happy New Years Everyone!
I think I've backed myself into a corner. Will being an engineer for the rest of my life make me happy? I'm not sure. I think putting things into space would make me happy. So I think this means, that I need to not settle for anything other than that which makes me happy. I think this means I shouldn't do things because they look good. But, I also need something to bring to the table. I think I'm figuring things out. Haha. I think I'll just have to do what I love and let fate handle the rest, because I have never been good at manipulating people or situations.
Yes it took me this long to figure that out.
That makes things so simple.
Happy New Years Everyone!