GROWL
tymes have been strange and feelings have been tuff, life seems to be an empty hole now. i cant believe the hurt im feeling. ive been lied to, cheated on and forgotten... im hurt....
fuck u for making me laugh, fuck u for making me cry, fuck u for all the words u said, b/c they where all a lie
fuck u for making me think, fuck u from making me feel, fuck u for making me realize, this was not real
fuck u for playing this joke, fuck u for being an ass, fuck u for making me fall, all to very fast
fuck u for all the things u said, cuz they where all once true, and fuck u for making me see that i really do love u.
*tear**tear**tear* i cryed many tears tonight and i hope ur satisfied, i bled and soon i will scar and its all UR fault, U did it. (rite now u probably dont get it-y im hating u so much) u said there wuz no future for us. u said it'd never happen again... ever. that thought never crossed my mind. Y the FUCK do u think i broke up with jordan??? hes a perfectly good person, in some ways better then urself. I would have been happy with him just fine, but my hearts not in him ne more... my hearts in u and now i realize u cant feel the same feelings back, u have no heart, nothing theres just empty space and darkness in place of it, a cold empty space.
something that scares me is that u dont change, not that i xpect u to neither do i, but i mean yesterday u told kaci online if she need to talk or watever that she should call u and u didnt care wat time it was that she should just call. that was wat was once said to me... then we never got off the phone. and then i heard surten things about the "stuff" that happened with ashley and some stuff it wus like yea.. that once wuz done with me. its just scary that ur useing same technique with every1. and this is just ur way of getting girls. now that we're broken up ur looking for new ones and im jealous.
to be honest in the beginning i didnt really xpect to fall for u as a matter a fact a lot of the times when i talked of feelings with u, they didnt exist. i didnt expect for any of this to be happening, i guess u could say that i used u, i guess i always thought that i was then this happened i sometime in there im not sure, mayb it was fall fest or mayb that message on my answering machine *thats still there*, but i feel for u and i hope ur happi u got wat u wanted in aug. u got me to like u and go out with u and now ur done using my emotions so u move rite the fuck on. im proud. i couldnt have done it better myself.
im at a crossroads... and i really hate that... i can continue bothering u, stalking u and forceing u to see and talk to me (when i no u dont) or just leave u alone and let it die... too bad this is just another one of those things u lied about...
life sux... i quit...
fuck u for making me laugh, fuck u for making me cry, fuck u for all the words u said, b/c they where all a lie
fuck u for making me think, fuck u from making me feel, fuck u for making me realize, this was not real
fuck u for playing this joke, fuck u for being an ass, fuck u for making me fall, all to very fast
fuck u for all the things u said, cuz they where all once true, and fuck u for making me see that i really do love u.
*tear**tear**tear* i cryed many tears tonight and i hope ur satisfied, i bled and soon i will scar and its all UR fault, U did it. (rite now u probably dont get it-y im hating u so much) u said there wuz no future for us. u said it'd never happen again... ever. that thought never crossed my mind. Y the FUCK do u think i broke up with jordan??? hes a perfectly good person, in some ways better then urself. I would have been happy with him just fine, but my hearts not in him ne more... my hearts in u and now i realize u cant feel the same feelings back, u have no heart, nothing theres just empty space and darkness in place of it, a cold empty space.
something that scares me is that u dont change, not that i xpect u to neither do i, but i mean yesterday u told kaci online if she need to talk or watever that she should call u and u didnt care wat time it was that she should just call. that was wat was once said to me... then we never got off the phone. and then i heard surten things about the "stuff" that happened with ashley and some stuff it wus like yea.. that once wuz done with me. its just scary that ur useing same technique with every1. and this is just ur way of getting girls. now that we're broken up ur looking for new ones and im jealous.
to be honest in the beginning i didnt really xpect to fall for u as a matter a fact a lot of the times when i talked of feelings with u, they didnt exist. i didnt expect for any of this to be happening, i guess u could say that i used u, i guess i always thought that i was then this happened i sometime in there im not sure, mayb it was fall fest or mayb that message on my answering machine *thats still there*, but i feel for u and i hope ur happi u got wat u wanted in aug. u got me to like u and go out with u and now ur done using my emotions so u move rite the fuck on. im proud. i couldnt have done it better myself.
im at a crossroads... and i really hate that... i can continue bothering u, stalking u and forceing u to see and talk to me (when i no u dont) or just leave u alone and let it die... too bad this is just another one of those things u lied about...
life sux... i quit...