finals SHHH
so ive been done with my comp. final for half an hour and ive been reading megan & davids lj entrys that i always skip b/c theres so many. hum, lol. interesting things happen to them, i wish there was less tramma. by they're like 18 and could very well leave whenever, and thats good for them
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I was cleaning out my room and found the pictures that Jil gave me from homecoming this year. I had actually forgotten how beautiful you were, talking to you on the phone just doesnt do you justice, but anyways thats not the point. The point is that Im leaving soon, much to the delight of you, your cusin, and about almost everyone else, and I just wanted to say a couple things.
Thank you for all the fun times, that you have shown me. Even though we seem to pretty much hate each other now, it was still fun then. No matter how much I tried I couldn't forget the happy moments, like fall fest, and the dance. So thank you, I just hope you still remember what it was like when we didn't hate each other.
I don't mean for this to be a please forgive me and lets be friends again letter, with a lot of people (including you) hating me, forgiving me and being my friend would cause you too many problems, and I have caused you enough. I just wish that you have read this letter and can still remember the happy times, that even now I do not regret because I do truly believe that I loved you once, what seems like an eternity ago. I do not ask for your forgiveness because people should not be forgiven for the stuff that I have done. So good bye and thank you for all the wonderful times. When I say good bye I do mean good bye. If for some odd ass reason you ever wish to get ahold of me, its still the same number. Your life will get better, it always does. Best of luck to you and your happyness and best wishes to fulfilling any dreams that you might hold. Even if you dream of my demise, but that would give me too much credit. So good-bye Melissa.
~Christopher Adams~
P.S. I'll still remember the wonderful times...and smile upon them because they happened.
To everyone else, ridicule me if you want. Laugh at it, insult it, do whatever you want. But the words have been said, and they are the truth and maybe someone, someday will understand.
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