Who to go to??
What happens when u have problems with ur best friend and u have no other really good friends... or all the other really good friends either A)wouldnt understand, B)stopped being on ur side along time ago or C)u really could care less about their thoughts or feelings on the subject cuz they pissed u off long ago and that subject hads something to do with the new bull shit problem? Yes im saying Jil currently hates me. Y cuz im a "slut". im not a slut im single. (Note the difference in spelling of the words probably means theres a difference in the meaning of the words.) No really im going on this rampage of flirting my ass off and being whore-like w/bois cuz ive just realized that i really am single again. *twitch* i hate ... with a PASSION being single. IDK y its so much FuN! lol tee hee. no really i have a problem with not being attached all the time. if im single for too long and i dont get ne action ill start to rape dogs and no one wants that. lol. o god this is sounding like ive been having sex with ppl or something like that and i really havent. so i dont see y jils so fucked up about it.
So today at Chris's party thingy yea him and i where "clingy" (:-D) and kyle and megan where too... duh. and jil wuz the 5th (lol) wheel. i tryed to incorporate her most of the time but nooo she was all about being anti-social. (god shes turning into my dad) so yea as soon as i live david gets there and when i call 2 hours later chris is all like yea jilz really flirting with david. see this would all be ok and as a matter a fact... I DONT GIVE A SHIT... but then again "i have no morals"-jil. but ne ways so this would all be ok but she has a boyfriend... who lives in MI... ? ::rasies eyebrow:: ne ways so i think shes trying to play off the flirting as being friendly (of course) so i dont get pissed and tell drew or something... honestly i could give a flying fuck. but im just sick of her saying wat she ALWAYS... i mean ALWAYS says when shes flirting with ppl. friendly my ass. no1 is that "friendly" wit an ex who they did that much with.
idk so im a slut cuz i kiss bois and shes innocent cuz shes being friendly. i dont have a goddamn boifriend and last night she even told me that i should forget about jordan *although i already wuz. with the xseption of the football game but thats another story* and then i kiss bois and suddenly im a slut.?! idk this is all really dumb
and last night at the game i saw jordan... the mascot. LOL uhh but he said he wasnt gonna be in the tiger suit and i shouldnt bring my camera ... i did ne ways cuz ya no i didnt care and it wus when we where about to go and we saw him and he saw us avoided us and went back under the bleachers. so then he puts on the suit... i laugh my ass off and take pictures. :-) it wuz great.
my cuz doesnt like the friends of mine that i like the most thus she is satan. :-) no idk its just that i dont like my friends to talk bad about each other or give me weird looks when i mentchen one friends name. only i can talk shit about my friends.
on the topic of skool friends im upset that mine probably dont even like me. it sux to be the one left out. tear. no 1 invited me to the tavern. tear tear
My feelings about every1 Jil- can suck my dick :-P Jordan- is an asshole for ignoring me at the game Chris- is ok for now. *lets keep it that way* Zach- is my pot head friend... thats an aries :-D... ::slaps own hand:: bad missy bad! Kristen + Natalie + Amanda(catholic skool goers)- fuck em.
i shall now go back to living in solitude. i find it suits me better having no friends. no friends... no pain...